On the internet research MB12 (methylcobalamine). There are a couple of websites where they show people who have improved in eye contact taking MB12. It may take months, but it does seem to be associated with autism, which is associated with mercury toxicity. I feel for you. It is very difficult to live with as others sometimes misread you. No your are not crazy. Recovery from mercury toxicity has helped many to recover from eye contact issues. Hope it helps to know that you are not alone.