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Joined: Aug 2006
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Today was the most horrific i have yet encountered I had horrific head pains in the morning and night and felt spaced out when i woke. I tried to pull myself together but didnt know what the hell i was doing. i took the dog out still spaced out and then couldnt remember how to get home. its only 5 mins away, i was in such a state. Then when i got home i sat rocking in the corner of the bedroom. When Keith came home I was speaking a complete load of rubbish, Keith phoned the doc at the clinic and he said could be too much de-tox but not sure if she gets worse get her to hospital. By that time I had fallen into a sort of semi coma and didnt wake for hours felt drugged up. When my daughter came home she had got a detention for wearing make up. Iwent mad screaming at Keith cos hes a teacher there and was kicking everything in sight screaming why do the bloody teachers wear it then. Then i sat on the floor sobbing with my daughter and saying i dont know who i am any more. I dont know i f the de-tox made it worse but its started to happen to me alot and i really think im losing it big time. I dont know whats real or not any more and lie in bed thinking whats the point with my heart hammering and mind in a whirl
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