I ve just taken my first dose of Zeolite, started off with quite a small dose to see what happens. The doc from the clinic has sent me pills for my Epstein Barr, food supplements probiotics and a number of other things. He says to try each thing individually in case I react to anything. I have to say Im pretty scared cos dont want to feel any worse, but know Ive got to do something to get better. Just said to Keith I pray someday theres a clininc for people like us where we can be closely monitored. Its tough doing it on your own. Although I suppose Im lucky that I can contact the doc at the clinic, and have a phone consultation with him Thursday to see how Im going. Its weird I said to Keith Ive had many illnesses before and once almost died, but Ive never been as afraid as I am now. I know thats part of the illness itself, but I think its also the unknown of whats lying in store. Ive always seen myself as a pretty strong person, but now I have to phone my mum at least once a day and I know it sounds kind of silly but Ive even sometimes wished I was that little girl again that someone would take care of. Pathetic isnt it. I may bore you all over the next few days with private posts to keep me going guys. Thanks Tracy