Yep, I can understand that. Sometimes a bandaid solution is a lifesaving solution. Not much can beat a mercury depression, as it is possibly the most hellish and despairing kind of mental torture a human being can endure.

I consider those who endure this type of toxicity pretty heroic. Not that they have much choice, either they endure it, or opt out. And who can judge those who opted out? poor souls.

So Aaron, whatever the heck gets you through a day? grab it if you can. But know that you're not alone and I know this depression well. Well enough that I even prepared my own suicide and had everything all ready for it. That's frightening, but it is like living on a knife edge. I know I can say this because you and others will know this only too well.

Everytime you chelate, go through hell and then go through a better patch, more mercury comes to the surface. It is like it continues to download until enough has been removed for more lengthy improvements and far easier "bad times". Until that is reached, you may find an ongoing roller coaster ride. NObody can predict how it will be for them.

Take care.