Hang in there Jinx. You're not alone.

The emotions you feel are shared by a massive number of people who—whether they realize it or not—act in childish ways and are easily emotionally wounded to no fault of their own.

As I've said before, this was me for most of my life until the mercury was removed. Now it's different. I act differently and although I am ashamed at how I acted at times when the fillings were still in, I don't blame myself (although I do take responsibility) or anyone else because I did not have complete emotional control.

I hope you can find a solution. Please keep us posted. I don't remember if I've asked you this already or not but, have you tried Algin?