thank u Veggiemom ,

JamesL - yes I was sane, it all sarted after amalgam removal of 2 fillings in late october during which I was exposed to mercury, and started gradually from day 1. maybe not insanity per se but confusion, dulling of senses, huge memory and cognitive problems... - just general blockage of brain, the state I have been I'd say best resembles some dementia or alzheimers. Though I will tell you I was in a psychiatric clinic all february and the 1st week of march (on my family's request), where they said I was not schizophrenic (and I didn't impose the idea on them anyway) but right after coming back on 8th March , my symtoms began worsening - paranoid thoughts , more brain shutdown , and that's the worst the shutdown progresses to such a state that I barely understand everything people say to me, and this week I'm getting major confusion, like with the post above wjere I don't really know what to say. I feel like my brain is literally blocked with No communication in some of its parts.

I'm not saying I'm definetely insane, god forbid, but things are definetely reaching this insanity state.

I also see my logical thinking being impaired and forget more and more vocabulary.

BTW - i'm better today, at least now, as I write this, don't know later, and my symptoms sometimes can change from hour to hour.