Hello guys.

As some of you might remember, I went to a psychiatric clinic 4 weeks ago, on my family's concern, and well, I myself wanted to get MRI.

Staying there wasn't that bad imho, I wasn't taking and still haven't been given any drugs (apart from taking a tiny dose of risperidone for 2 days, after which I discontinued) - fortunetely I guess. I told them all about mercury poisoning and the doc heading the clinic figured I have paranoid schizophrenia (go figure). BUT, after all testing was done (I got an IQ score of 120 which was totally surprising to me ) both my leading doctor and the psychologist concluded that I don't have schizophrenia (which I guess I knew).

It was a relief to hear them acknowladge that. Now, 4 weeks have passed and I was about to be signed out NEXT week , after the MRI on the 7th. (That's why it took so long for me to stay there, I really wanted MRI bad but had to w8).

So I got a pass for a couple of days, came back home on Saturday, went to work on Monday. But when Tuesday morning came - I crashed. I stopped thinking straight anymore. And I mean REALLY STOPPED. I can't do any math. The frontal and temporal lobes of my brain feel completely STUCK. MY BRAIN IS SHUTTING DOWN. Have no access to words. can't handle objects anymore. I see I'm at the verge of doing something bad to myself and maybe others (I wanted to hit a lady in a store today because she got in my way moving too slow). I can't judge anymore what's real, what's right and what isn't. My memory is almost non-existant. And I see myself getting worse each day.

I strayed (a lot) from the candida diet the last week I was there. It may have been a contribution.
I don't know what happenned, I have been taking selenium zinc, etc but they don't help anymore. I drink LITRES of water, I'm doing enemas, NOTHING HELPS!!! I'M CONTINOUSLY GETTING WORSE.

And I have to get back there anyway, either to sign myself out, or to get the damn MRI.

I've ordered NCD today as my last resort. But I don't know If I'll be well enough to even know how to start taking it by the time it gets here.
I still have 5 amalgams so can't use DMSA yet.

I've made my mother cry numerous times today and almost had a (physical) fight with my father. If the mercury thing doesn't kill me, it sure will kill my parents (who are over 60 and have health problems themsleves) indirectly through me...


Little life's irony.


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No your not Jinx. I was in a psychiatric ward for two weeks and believe me if you were insane you wouldnt know it. You wouldnt recognise the things your doing wrong youd do them without thought. I dont believe for one minute you are insane, my God toxicicty has changed my personality so much anyone else would judge me as insane ,read my post Zeolite. I know im not insane but you wouldnt believe the things ive done in the past two years I drove into my neighbours car and just drove off. I didnt give a damn. I have taken two overdoses and done some absolutely bizarre things. Before I got poisoned I was one of the sanest people on this planet. I worked with kids with ADHD and behavioural problems and god has it given me an insight. Your not insane, your poisoned . Your brain and maybe your nervous system is poisoned too. I use to be the happiest laidback loving caring individual and now for no reason I can become a monster. I dont know where you live Jinx but if your in England I would recommend the DIagnostic clinic in London. They will check your brain pattern and you lls be suprIsed at their technonogy and what they can do. Toxicity has a profound impact on the brain sometimes. A friend of ours thought he was schizophrenic and he wasnt , it truly was toxicity. Dont give up Jinx, dont listen to all the psychologists tell you, they told me I had severe depression for 2 years and its the toxicity. I believe in my heart you have the same. Please try someone else your not insane and I wont accept it, as I said insane people dont know they are or question what their doing. Ive seen insanity believe me. I beg you see someone else get another opinion and dont give in love Tracy

Wow, I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through.

If there is a cause, there is a solution, so whatever is causing you to do through this must have a solution.

Here is a link to some information (that you may have already seen) that may help you:

http://mercurytalk.com/wiki/index.php/Main_Index

If mercury is at the root of this, perhaps a slow, methodical detox would be the best course. I have been detoxing for years now because I decided to go slow to make sure I could still function in the mean time. It's worked out well for me.

Please keep us posted on how the NCD works out.

tracy, I know I'm poisoned, that that's what's at the roots of the problem. And I think I have been one of the most stubborn patients at that clinic, claiming all the mercury things.

The thing is, toxicity has gotten to a point where I'm starting to lose my mind, my brain refuses to work on at least allowable level. And if it shut's down any more - well I'm history. I'm better now as but I know it will just last a couple more minutes before it all shuts down again, if not today than tomorrow in the morning for sure.

And I know I'm half-way there, cause I do lose contact with reality , become passive, and although i struggle to combat it I just can't do anything. I'm becoming insane because although I'm still aware of the fact that I'm really bad, it doesn't stop me from doing insane things.

I guess what would sum it up best is that I'm reaching a point where I can't take care of myself anymore.

Staying there wasn't that bad imho, I wasn't taking and still haven't been given any drugs (apart from taking a tiny dose of risperidone for 2 days, after which I discontinued) - fortunetely I guess. I told them all about mercury poisoning and the doc heading the clinic figured I have paranoid schizophrenia (go figure).

Be very careful, the psychiatrists are among the most dangerous quacks out there. Before you take any drugs or accept any "diagnosis" check some links on "antipsychiatry" and "neuroleptics", especially about "tardive dyskinesia" and dementia caused by them. Few years on neuroleptics will turn any young bright person into a drooling idiot, without "curing" anything.

You will be much safer and better off in the long run with traditional healers, medicine men or spiritual practices of just about any tradition than with modern quacks. Or just a good oldfashioned pipe or hand-rolled cigarette you can smoke in peace and talk things over with an old wise granpa. Note that tobacco is an ancient medicine used by humans for at least 18000 years, cultivated for over 7000 years and no modern pharmaceutical or any traditional remedy comes even close to its neuro-protective and healing magic, especially against depression, psychoses, Alzheimer's, Parkinson's. It is particularly protective and therapeutic against mercury toxicity, at multiple levels (e.g. upregulation of glutathione, neutrophil, DHEA, acetylcholine, MAOI).

Jinx I understand all this when I took the overdoses I had no rationality in my head, the things ive done you wouldnt believe. I will post them to privately. What im trying to say is you know you are poisoned , that is a rational thought no matter what any bloody doctors think. I hve seriously thought of suicide god so many times this week but do we let the buggers win. Excuse my french. Jinx every day , every hour i struggle and thats the gods honest truth if it wasnt for my family i would be 6 ft under. you need to stop arsing around with these psychologists ive been there got the T shirt theyre still trying to do it to me . You know your poisoned so how can you be insane I have given my family hell over the last 3 years, as I said ill post it privately your brains not working nor is mine where do you live get to a bloody clinic and get that crap out as soon as you can you are very intelligent thats one of the things they told me a the clinic that my brain was very intelligent and half of it isnt functioning cos of the Mercury no more psychologists they just mess your head up even more please please jinx you need to find the right de-tox and doctor monitoring you then you wont feel as if your having to handle things alone. i BET YOUR PARENTS LOVE YOU LKE MAD i know my family still believe in me though sometimes ive been the [censored] from hell tell me where you live and ill do all the research i can to find you somewhere remember on this forum were all going through the same crap and youve , including you Jinx have kept me alive.

Hey Jinx, this is extremely distressing to read and this is the kind of stuff that adds to my anger about what this stuff does to the human brain.

The insanity it brings is well known. A naturopath told me that he is friends with a mental health nurse in Australia and she admitted to him on the private that they KNOW that some of these patients are mercury toxic and they simply shut them off and drug them up because they don't know how else to deal with them.

For some reason she is able to spot them.

The mercury is insane, not yourself. Unfortunately it works through your mind, so you will feel and display it. It can do anything and is torturous.

I have threatened my 75 year old father with physical violence in the past more than once. I was close to throwing a cup of boiling tea at him, and held it over him. I mean I knew what I was doing was insane, but I was shaking and I dind't seem able to calm down or think enough. I didn't go further, but each time I lost it, I came closer and closer to doing something.

I have put holes in my bedroom door and wall from rage. I have spent time in my wardrobe screaming non stop, salivating into a bowl and going into almost a fit. If anybody saw this, I woudl have been carted away. I have to go into my wardrobe so the neighbours do not hear my screaming. I still think they must though.

I have been terrified of my own thoughts, afraid of people, afraid of conversation. Insane thinking that I could not possibly control, even though I knew it was crazy. Fearfulness that was inexplicable. Unable to read books, or concentrate. Wanting to die constantly. Unable to function. Lying in bed a lot or curling up in a foetal position. Exhaustion or being hyped up.

The tortures of mercury are numerous and extreme and what it can do is beyond what a person can readily describe to someone else who doesn't have this.

Is anything going to be done about those remaining amalgams? and are you on any proper diet to help support your body/brain? This is crucial. It is that crucial that you do ONE thing wrong dietry wise and that can be enough to set a person off on insantiy street when you have toxins already rushing around your mind/body/liver. I know because I cannot do one thing out of place. It's all I can do, even then I'm bordering and on the edge. Though I have no amalgams now, I have other toxins and still believe I am mercury toxic, but I don't respond to chelation anymore due to other problems occuring.

Jinx, right now in your state there is little you can do. But I STRONGLY advise you to not touch sugar in any form, no even natural sugars like honey, fruit, milk. Treat those things right now as your enemy. This includes grain/gluten. Start consuming things that will help tissue repair and the brain like proper fats. You will probably desperately need them and I mean get into having butter (real butter, not crap alternatives), the good fats like coconut oil, olive oil, even lard, I mean even eating the fat with meat. Fats are required for tissue repair, brain, bile production, the lot. And get a fish oil (mercury free), cod liver oil is probably the best. Consume eggs, meat, chicken, safe vegetables that are not high in natural sugar (like potatoes are bad).

Supporting your glutathione levels would be crucial too. Selenium can help (but some react to it), undenatured whey powder, vitamin C, etc.

Mainly, at this point support with diet and then look at getting those amalgams removed thoroughly by a biologic dentist if/when you can. That's just my view.

To say hang in there sounds kind of pat, so I don't know what to say because many of us have been there and are there. Some differing from others, but going through a lot of suffering. But please try and hang on.

Bex, i cant agree with you enough about diet, im finding even if i eat potatoes or red apples i go completly bonkers,(not kidding) . Diet is the most crucial thing here.

I can join this club too. Mercury makes me feel completely insane. I feel like every day is about trying to stay alive, and the scariest part about it is that it makes you feel like it is permanent, and no matter how much you try to stay rational about it all, you have no desire to carry on because the pain is too much and we all have our limits. I'm a complete hermit, too scared to leave the house, answer the door, answer the phone, even leave my room. Unbelievable when you think how extroverted a person i was before amalgams were shoved into my gob. I'm shivering with anger about it all, and i want to sue these mother ****ers when i am cured. You need to get those amalgams removed Jinx because the tap is leaking every day. I have mine out but even that might not be enough as some people seem to need getting the mercury vapour from under the fillings removed too. Russ is right when he says that if there is a cause, then there is a cure. That's the only way to get through it and to keep looking for an answer. I had the misfortune of seeing conventional doctors lately for a different problem. I seen three of them. Two of them said "I have mercury fillings and i'm fine" and looked at me like i'm bonkers. The other one said that if mercury was such a problem then us doctors would know about it. So this is what we're all up against. Don't listen to any quack psychologist. They are getting good money to insult us by telling us what we already know. They don't get paid to understand the devastating effects of mercury in the nervous system.

Hi anon, I'm glad i'm not the only one. I can't go one step wrong. It is terrifying. bad enough when I don't. And yep, I cannot eat any potatoes at all either. I can't have coffee, or add any milk. I tried sneaking a treat "dark chocolate" because it was bitter more than sweet and had really low sugar.

Well those things are disasterous to me. Either that or it's coincidence that I tend to go off my rocker by the next day and then on until things settle again.

Dental Holocaust, that echoes pretty much how we all feel too. This BS about "mercury can't be an issue, I have amalgams and I'm "ok"", is part of the way mercury works.

You can get someone who can work in a factory everyday around mercury and seem unaffected. Then you can have a person who cannot even walk INTO a dental office without becoming devastated due to the mercury vapor present in the office environment!

Oh and one other example. Not sure if anybody knows this, but there are dentists who worked around mercury all their working life and seemed to 'cope", then it hit them later, they became that ill, that not only did they have to leave their job, some became so sensitised twoards it, they can no longer enter a dental office! Also, you can find out the fate of many dentists. Alcoholism, birth defects, psychological problems, you name it. The highest rate of suicide is found in the dental profession. Many of the dental nurses that used to work, are being found now to have mercury related issues later in life.

Mercury has also been banned in some countries/areas. yes, they are well aware of the dangers of it. Even towards a person not showing signs of problems, it can often be down to a person's individual sensitivity and also how well they are at the time. It only takes a few knocks to a person's immunity to often send them headlong into the mercury poisoning illness. Also it is an accummulative poison, it does not always show instant problems. It's insidious.

But to those like us? It is our greatest enemy. And unfair of others who don't seem to have obvious problems to start pointing fingers or throwing doubts and saying "yeah right, I'm ok, you should be too". That is the height of arrogance. Wait till things start going wrong with them <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

These are the kinds of people that don't care, so long as they are ok. When the sh*t hits the fan and something goes wrong, they shout the loudest. I remember one guy on a forum was very ill, he was a psycholgoical mess, suicidal. poor guy. He actually got well finally and that was great. but sadly, he developed an attitude and started telling others to start being more "positive" and stop being so "negative". He seemed only too quick to forget how he had been and was the most unsupportive person I'd come across. You would think having gone through it, he would be wonderful. But for reasons I don't understand, he seemed to forget how bad he had been....which is great in one way, but his newfound confidence bordered on arrogance and cockiness.

So, one should always remember, if they get well, to recall how you felt if you can (it's hard, becuase when you get well, you really honestly forget how bad it really was, it's like coming out of a nightmare and looking back on something that doesn't seem like it was even real or possible or "you"), so that's why people who get well can seriously lose awareness of the past reality of it at the time. They can remember, but they can lose sight of some of it.

I echo the diet advise. I am finding more and more that diet is playing a big part in my behaviour moreso than heavy metals. Gluten and milk casein proteins act like morphine and shut down your brain, they can lead to severe brain fog, sleep problems and anxiety. They can contribute to confusion, aggression, irritability, depression and many other symptoms. All ready made stuff contain MSG which overstimulate the brain. All these different substances attach to brain neurotransmittor receptors which are supposed to be there for your own natural transmittors. This messes the brain and you big time. Please try to eat only vegetables and a little meat such as poultry three times a day. No grains, soy or nuts as these are high in glutamic acid. Only fruit allowed is a pear or yellow apple which are low in salicylatic. Take no supplements at all. I am certain you will feel calm after a little while. You might get withdrawal symptoms, but most do not. You might wanto introduce lechitin after a while to rebuild your myelin sheath (the protective coating of the brain). This can be of poor quality as casein and gluten proteins have a similar structure to myelin and your body might have formed antibodies to milk and gluten and therefore also your myelin sheath. Loss of myelin can make you extremely sensitive to everything in your life. Heavy metals are also deprimental to the myelin.

I was convinced that I had a huge heavy metal problem, but have now found that food has contributed greatly to my ill health.

Dental Holocaust, that echoes pretty much how we all feel too. This BS about "mercury can't be an issue, I have amalgams and I'm "ok"", is part of the way mercury works.

You can get someone who can work in a factory everyday around mercury and seem unaffected. Then you can have a person who cannot even walk INTO a dental office without becoming devastated due to the mercury vapor present in the office environment!

Oh and one other example. Not sure if anybody knows this, but there are dentists who worked around mercury all their working life and seemed to 'cope", then it hit them later, they became that ill, that not only did they have to leave their job, some became so sensitised twoards it, they can no longer enter a dental office! Also, you can find out the fate of many dentists. Alcoholism, birth defects, psychological problems, you name it. The highest rate of suicide is found in the dental profession. Many of the dental nurses that used to work, are being found now to have mercury related issues later in life.

Mercury has also been banned in some countries/areas. yes, they are well aware of the dangers of it. E

I don't think you are insane. You say that you don't have access to words anymore. That is not true. Your post is well written even tough it is not in your native language. You brain is still working well otherwise you would not be able to write this. Tracy is absolutely right, if you are insane you don't realise that anymore.

One of the symptoms of mercury poisoning is that you FEEL
like you are becoming insane. In reality you are not insane and will never be but the poison makes you feel like you are a psycho.

Read that posts of the people here that are severly poisoned with mental symptoms, none of them is insane. They are in very bad shape and difficult situation, but I see only posts of rational and intelligent people.

I forgot one thing: The NCD is a good chioce in my opinion. I think your are on the right track, but the next months will be very hard for you. Good luck

I agree wholeheartedly about the diet link...., I think that mercury caused my problems with dairy and gluten and because of that I was eating all the wrong foods, was chronically constipated for 50 years and no one ever told me it could be because of dairy and wheat...ultimately that is what caused my cancer.

Ironically I was raised on a wheat/dairy farm. And can you imagine what would happen if the whole mercury toxic population stopped eating those foods, the farming industry would go bankrupt and we would get better and wouldn't need all those meds from the big Pharma anymore either.

It all boils down to the almighty buck!!! And that is why the medical profession won't admit mercury amalgams or vaccines are killing us, all about the almighty dollar!!!

Hang in there Jinx, you are not crazy, but it sure feels that way when we eat wrong...get back on track with the diet and you will be fine again.

Sandi
xoxo

The problem is, any toxin, whether candida, mercury or whatever, has the ability to alter the way your brain functions and even the things we don't normally think about, start misfiring. So normal feelings, behaviours are distorted. You can become afraid of anything adn everything, insanely afraid of insane stuff. Or you can be angry and unable to shut it off. You can want to kill yourself and/or other people. You could be aggressive, or timid and passive.

You name it, anything is possible. And trying to outthink it, or think differently or shut certain thoughts of, is bordering on impossible.

It makes me wonder how many poor souls in mental hospitals are anguishing and are actually completely sane, just made "insane" by toxicity. I look at those people in a far different way now. And it makes you realise, none of us are immune. Anybody, no matter who, could be one of them! I'm sure at one stage they could not imagine ending up there either. They are as worthy as anybody and have a right to a good life. The brain gets ill and disturbed like any other organ. Problem is, it's the whole computer system of our body and tamper with that, and the suffering to my mind is worse than anything else imaginable.

Jinx, an MRI is usually not helpful because it only looks at the structure of the brain, not the function. Last year I went to Amen Clinic DC (www.amenclinics.com) and had two SPECT scans and a psychiatric evaluation. The results showed that I had a traumatic brain injury and toxicity problems (possibly from mercury and maybe from other toxins).

If it's possible I suggest that you get a SPECT scan done.

Dude im really sorry to hear but listen well.

I to have been through a similar situation although its different I have thought very similar things.

I believe the toxicity is a big part of the problem but their is also little psychological causes that can make things so much worse.

I too used to think I was going insane and worried if I was to be on medication for life and not functioning, or worried about being a failure to my family as they worry about me and ruining their life. Also worrying about not knowing what is exactly wrong or whats working and validity of tests and doctors etc.

These destructive thoughts and habits work without you conciously realising your thinking them. I too still suffer but am trying to research anf get as much knowledge as I can. and feeling alot better then I have been.

Its so difficult with contradicting information with people leading you one way while others say something else. But try not to get caught up in all of it.

PLEASE JUST REMEMBER THIS:

If your insane and losing your memory etc, you wouldnt have be able to post on here the way you do as

And it seems (possibly)you are unconciously worrying about going insane.(I too had sufferred this without realising.

I just hope this can help you even the slightest.

I recommend get your fillings out from a good dentist so you wont have that worry about the mercury causing your problems. (Im still saving up to do this and going to london el-essawary).

Try and eat a good diet but dont worry if you cheat its not a bad thing. Just keep at it. Diet can heal so many contributing problems such as leaky gut, nutritional problems etc.

And taking a good supplement with coiloderal minerals(Maximol) and ascorbic acid powder.

You can overcome a whole lot of problems and I plan on going through this path.

Wish everyone the best of luck

going back these 2 weeks, I wanted to thank everybody for your input. You are all so great and suportive, a fantastic group of people.

Unfortunetely I haven't been able to answer because of the bad sate I have been in. I'm making use of a moment of (just a bit better) clarity to write this thing, and have to say I'm definetely getting worse.
Sorry to say this, but I AM loosing sanity. I thought about it today, and came to conclusion that although it's right that you can't be insane and still be aware of it, that's not all. It's the practical side that speaks of your sanity. It's about the extent of passiveness. Like me , I have been aware of the fact that Im going insane, BUT THAT'S WHERE MY CONSCIOUSNESS ENDS. I'm loosing grasp of all the other things in daily life , I can barely write this post. And with each day its worse. I cant even follow a daily routine of taking supplements, and I know I lost some very basic life skills, but can't even name them! I just don't know what is real and what isn't anymore, I stopped to be even a permissible judge of my condtion. I know I wanted to say more in this post, but that's it, I really don't know what it is.

I think I can't take care of myself anymore, but the things is I really don't know that I did.

Is what I'm wiriting making sense to you?

jinx i can relate to you totally i have had a very insane day where i couldnt even bring myself to come out of my room to top it alll ive had people telling me what a burden i am to them and ruining their lives i got very close to the edge today and found mself siting slicing my hands with aknife but thats where it ended then i sobbed on my sons shoulder and said where the hell have i gone my mind is just nothing any more and im not real

Hi Jinx, I'm so sorry to hear this is happening to you. It seems that your intellect is very much intact, but the still functioning part of your mind is obviously aware that things are misfiring or being blocked and distorted.

You still sound sane to me, but if it took a lot of effort to make that post make sense. You did well, if that's any consolation.

Jinx, I dont know what else to say, but you have got to get the amalgams out. And to a dentist that does this procedure as safely as possible. Supplements are not nearly as important or effective as the diet. Without sticking to that diet, supplements may not even be able to give benefits if you cannot absorb them.

I wish I could suggest some short term emergency help measure.... Things for the brain are cod liver oil or other fish oil, B complex, Or even taking flaxseed oil daily. Anything to get the essential fatty acids/omega 3 into you, which might help some brainfunctioning.

INcreasing glutathione levels also, as these are seriously depleted in mercury or any other toxicity. Vitamin C, milk thistle, selenium can help with that. Undenatured whey powder even moreso.

NOt sure what else to say, but glutathione levels, and nutrients for the brain may do something temporarily. But Jinx, your existing amalgams need to go.

hi bex

well, if they ned to go then there not much hope for me.

let me state this clear: I live in Poland and there is NO, ABSOLUTELY NO BIOLOGICAL DENTIST IN POLAND. Nor there is one that would have all the IOMT precaution measures, if anything I could get succsion, rubber dam, water spraying - and all that I had 5 months ago during the removal of the two. The resulsts of it you can see now. But no alternative air route, air purifires, etc are available!

hence, for the last two days I have been considerinf the radical option - extraction. But that has a lot consequences itself.

I already take selenium, zinc, vitc, e and stick to diet. Flaxseesd oil is in my daily menu, as well as olive oil and butter. The candida diet as usual. I'm getting worse nonetheless:(

I'm also doing enemas, coffe enemas - they don't seem to do much anymore. drnking like 2-3 liters of fluids a day. drinking at least 3 cups of grean tea. try oil pulling from time to time. the list goes on..

To NCD I don't seem to respond as well. Tracy is sick after like 3 drops, and i tried taking 8 drops with no great effect. That doesn't make sense since I'm so toxic. Also, the NCD doesn't seem to make me urinate like it does to most people despite the water intake. It has actually been my observation that my kidneys aren't extreting anything aqnymore, though my kreatinine levels check out ok.

Oh, did I say that I virtually have almost no practical memory?

it's gonna be a miracle if I survive this.

dear jinx,
In your situation, I would get them out 2 at a time-- like I did- but get them out one office visit a month.

It is more affordable that way and easier on the body- and you can take Algin and Vitamin C and your minerals in between then (just dont' take Chlorella or other chelators til they're all out)

I didn't go to a biological dentist because I couldnt afford one and couldnt afford to travel to one. I went to an ordinary dentist-and he also had no air purifier. I had to stick my face in a fan right after the drilling- and I also immediatly washed out my eyes with saline solution.

I took a shower immedately after I got home too.

He used a rubber dam upon my request-- but he also had a good saliva suction tool that vaccumed up any bits of broken filling chunks before I could swallow them anyways.

if you prepare your body beforehand by taking vitamin C with bioflavonoids-- and stop , like one day before your dental appointment so that the Novacaine pain killer will work, your body can cope .

You may want to get only one filling out at a time -- if you go to a regular dentist. It will be easier on your body and more affordable.

Also-- you can chew on one side of your mouth until the temporary tooth sensitivity leaves-- and by the time for the next filling removal, you can then chew on the OTHER side of the mouth!

You can tell your dentist that the reason you want the metal filings replaced is because the metal ones are bothering you and you are sick of tasting metal in your mouth all the time.

He/she won't give you a problem or debate you about mercury that way.

Hi Jinx, ok I see your predicament. You may simply have to get them out regardless and take the best you can get. At least do it gradually anyway. 2 at a time. That's how I did mine in the beginning and I went to a general dentist, not biologic.

Yeah, you are doing so much already. I do not overdrink water or do enemas, I have heard this is not always beneficial and can cause issues. Too much flushing out, may not be the best at times. Though we're usually told to flush this and flush that and drink constantly, it is proving that it's not the greatest thing to do. A person needs to absorb nutrients properly from food, and ongonig flushes can actually cause problems in that area.

Sorry Jinx, if there was something more I could think of, I'd suggest it. I had my amalgams out mainly by a general dentist in the beginning. He only used suction on me, he was not biologic and I had no alternative breathing source, rubber dam or anything. But I can say this, though I would not normally suggest it, I don't recall too much of a problem. Certainly, later on I went to a biologic dentist and with all the protection I had, I don't remember feeling any better for it. I suggest it because I guess the more protection the better. But she was the worst dentist i went to, she let me swallow the removed mercury! So I was far more sick from that, than the less protected removal I had with a general dentist. Go figure.

Boldyloxx

Thank u for your reply, but you don't seem to understand.

I had a total of 7 fillings and 5 months ago I went in to a local dentist with a well equipped office - telling him btw all about Hg posioning and showing him hair results - to have them replaced. I only wanted to start with 2 first, to go slowly as u say and see how my body can handle it. Well long story short, despite the dam, I swallowed some particles and breathed some vapour and got instant brain fog right after coming out of the office. The next day i had huge fatigue and very heavy lungs that persisted for the next week, afterwhich I started to get cognitive decline. One day i woke up feeling alzheimer like and then it all started.

FOR THE LAST 5 MONTHS I have been in a HUGE TORMENT, TORTURE, and slowly loosing my mind/sanity memory etc. feeling like an Alzheimer/schizophrenia patrient. I have no doubts it all started with that visit. And that all DESPITE taking numerous supplements that u speak of.

I never anticipated that that would happen. But it did. I don't know why my body couldn't detox it and reacted this way, maybe becaue I had already been weakend, brain fogged before. But now I am struggling to maintain my sanity - that's the results from the removal OF JUST TWO fllings that I now have!

It has nearly killed my brain, so to speak, so getting another session like that would certainly kill me whole.

So as you see I'm at a point where I can't do much. And my life (in terms of sanity) is at stake here right now!

Guys please stop telling me "2 at a time".

"2 at a time" from 5 months ago is what brought me here now!

Now you see my predicament?

Sorry if I'm being rude now, but I'm at a point where there's no clear soulition!

The only souludtion I would see is that If my state got better, I would remove them all in a week or so and started chelation with DMSA that has been in my cabinet unused for the last 3 months, because I still have amalgams! (5!!!)

Damn it, why is life so f*c**ng DIFFICULT!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah Jinx I am trying to see your predicament through my own brain fog. I can't always recall the details of someone's case. I'm reading your stuff more than once and getting the idea, but being sick as I am, I will probably frustrate and p*ss you off.

If you read my post here, you'll see I swallowed amalgam also and was so darned sick, I was crying adn salivating daily with splitting headaches and ended up with the cheeks on my face becoming gaunt/drawn. So yes, I have an idea of what this is like. Not to mention rage, mood swings, insane symptoms. In fact, I wanted to kill the dentist that allowed it to happened and behind closed doors, i think she got called every name under the sun.

So you are pretty much in a position of feeling damned if you do and damned if you don't. You are too sick to almost do a thing, yet you are on a knife edge if you don't. I'm there myself in my own way right now. I tell people what I need to have done, but I'm so ill that if I do it, likely I will get even worse. Unthinkable to me, but I don't know what to do. Right now I"m waiting on some magic improvement so I can go through with other dental work (non amalgam related). But things keep going wrong.

If there was something to buffer this massive exposure you've had, just enough to lighten the load and give you half a chance, then yeah, you'd probably be able to get more amalgams out of you. and I see this is what you are desperately hoping for.

I fear asking ifyou've tried anything further like algin, because no doubt you've mentioned this already. This is how I am, I have trouble recalling details sometimes or even reading a post thoroughly.

Bex, I apologize, didn't mean to make you feel guilty! You have nothing to apologize for! You are a great help already! We are all poisoned and in this mess and hence the misunderstandings. I'm going o to bed now. Hope tomorrow will be better, for all of us.

No worries Jinx, no apology necessary, you were not rude nor made me feel guilty. But thank you. I sense your tremendous frustration and desperation and know it well. This type of toxicity is to my mind almost unparalleled.

I am just further angered and disgusted at the ongoing suffering this stuff keeps causing. Please, if/when you can keep us posted, even if it is simply to vent.

I hope you get some sleep at the very least.

you could try something that can chelate with amalgams in mouth like algin, ncd or smething like that. Maybe it was not the removal itself that made you worse but the work of an incompetent dentist? Are sure that your dentist knows how to remove amalgams?

Life is not so difficult but disease and toxcity is. Hope that you can win this battle soon . At least you know who your enemy is.

"it was not the removal itself that made you worse but the work of an incompetent dentist?"

What do you mean, Detoxer? Well, he's a regular dentist not a biologfical one, as I said there aren't any biological dentists in Poland. I know he removes amalgams on daily basis and I he showed me on a tv screen that all the amalgam has been removed.

Yeah, I am on NCD right now. Hope it helps.

And you're right life itself is not difficult , it's just that now I know this amalgam thing has been my actual problem for more than the last 2 years that I have been sick so it's like a whole-life situation to me.

i re-read your posts and realized that your did'nt have an independent air source. The most dangerous thing about mercury is the vapor. You can swallow a deadly dose of mercury but it's not such a big problem because most of it won't be absorbed. Mercury vapor can be extremely toxic in small quantities and most of it will be absorbed by the body. If you drill the fillings out a lot of mercury vapor comes out of amalgam and you will inhale it if you are not protected. No wonder that the removal made you so much worse. I would try to find a dentist that has an independent nasal air source even if he is in an other country. it's nice to have a rubber dam etc. but the really dangerous thing is the vapor.

the last post was mine.

I agree, vapor is the most dangerous. But it's not really avoidable. It's absorbed in all places, skin, nose, mouth, the lot. And apparently can pass through just about anything. One can only use so much protection, but the stuff seems to get in and past anything.

About the swallowing of mercury? I swallowed mercury during my last removal, yet I had all the mercury protectioin. Rubber dam, oxygen, eyes, nose, the lot. How is it that from simply swallowing the removed grains of amalgam, that I was sicker than I had ever been on any previous removal? The dentist told me that it was no big deal, it would just pass out of my system. She was wrong. I was so sick, that the effects were almost immediate. In fact, I had tremors all the way home in the car. My face and mouth. So I believe it is extremely bad and certainly I was far far worse after it than I had been before with any other amalgam removal (even the ones that I did not have proper protection for).

A lady swallowed her own filling and died. This should indicate how dangerous it can be. I do not believe it is pretty harmless at all.

Sorry for bothering but I'm afraid it's happening guys....

What is happening?

I'm slipping Russ. Sorry I don't mean to spread panic here, I know you keep sayng that If you're questioning your sanity then you are not crazy, which is true, but that's what's happening , today I realized, in a moment of greater clarity, that I stopped questioning what I do, if I'm still sane etc To top that I think my vocabulary is diminishing, I have trouble speaking to people ... actually can't really explain it what is wrong, but I am getting worse, yet I *don't see* it, THAT's THE THING.
My room is a mess, like a pig's house, can't bring myself to tidy it up for weeks now, I barely function anymore...

Jinx, could you stop worrying about being crazy and realize you made a great posting to Sandi, you can express yourself, you are still asking for help and SO WHAT about the messy room, you should see mine, could you just try and accept a little level of insanity right now and go outside and put your feet on the ground?You remind me of me testing a bruise to see if it still hurts. You may be a little nuts right now, but you can still reach out and you are not talking gibberish, so just make your game plan and figure out what your next move is , maybe someone out there has some ideas... maybe some medication to at least stabilize you and I don't mean drugs necessarily.Do you have any good homeopaths? Chinese medecine? Chi Gung? You need grounding my man, don't let go of the string, we are all behind you.

Anonymous - I was suspecting somebody would write this. The thing is, I wouldn't be wiritng this if it really wasn't bad. I am not saying that I will become permanently crazy , but I am so close at times.
The thing I worte:

"i think it's happening"

I regret it now, couple of hours later when I feel a bit better, I wouldn't write this at the moment, it looks like I'm trying to draw attention.
But it's not that - my brain is going to extreme these days, and fact of a matter is I am getting worse. What I wrote that I said I wouldn't write is true - my personality has been affected so much that I'm not myself anymore even at the slightest. Although I still function - somewhat - I feel like going through a maze with a blindfold and I truly don't know anymore If I'm sane. I just lost myself, although I'm not seeing things, or hallucinating. I just am in a such a dark place, and even my family don't understand me. If they heard me what I'm telling u now, they would have me locked up.

I resort to you through these postings to check if I'm still sane, for some kind of reinvestment, I don't know... it's like you're the only people who can undrstand my situation. Or like the post above it's a combination of cry for help and personality crash.

Actually you know? I really don't know what I wanted to say.

I do appreciate your time and desire to help though.

What is sane when you have an insane substance inside of your brain and body? You're being pretty much puppeted by it. THat's how it is with this stuff and why Andy Cutler said you may think you're crazy and you may even act crazy with this stuff.

Hal Huggins said much the same thing. It also depends on where the mercury is and what it is doing. Some people have it in different areas and do not experience the psychological torment of it as much, but may get MS type effects. Others will be tormented mentally and emtoionally, but have perfectly functioning movement in their limbs...

My bedroom and house by the way is a constant pig stye. I barely function also and have lost all motivation energy and interest to do much at all. I get on here and type, but in person it's quite another reality.

Socially I'm a complete misfit and do not draw people to me at all, if anything i tend to repel them. So it's a rather isolating and lonely illness.

Jinx,
Just wanted you to know I'm praying for you.

XXXX
Laurie

Were you sane before all of this happenned? if so when did it start was it gradual or sudden and what did you feel?

thank u Veggiemom ,

JamesL - yes I was sane, it all sarted after amalgam removal of 2 fillings in late october during which I was exposed to mercury, and started gradually from day 1. maybe not insanity per se but confusion, dulling of senses, huge memory and cognitive problems... - just general blockage of brain, the state I have been I'd say best resembles some dementia or alzheimers. Though I will tell you I was in a psychiatric clinic all february and the 1st week of march (on my family's request), where they said I was not schizophrenic (and I didn't impose the idea on them anyway) but right after coming back on 8th March , my symtoms began worsening - paranoid thoughts , more brain shutdown , and that's the worst the shutdown progresses to such a state that I barely understand everything people say to me, and this week I'm getting major confusion, like with the post above wjere I don't really know what to say. I feel like my brain is literally blocked with No communication in some of its parts.

I'm not saying I'm definetely insane, god forbid, but things are definetely reaching this insanity state.

I also see my logical thinking being impaired and forget more and more vocabulary.

BTW - i'm better today, at least now, as I write this, don't know later, and my symptoms sometimes can change from hour to hour.

oh, and my perosnality has disintegrated - I feel like a child actually, catching myself seeing the word in a child-like manner, acting childlishly, can't take any critic at all, feel very sensitive and easily wounded, not amanging to let og of things etc.
Also have problems with non-verbal communication with people. I guess I feel at times like those kids with autism or I guess it'd be asperger's.

Yeah, what you've described is classic as far as what it does inside a person's mind. I wish I could suggest something Jinx, but every avenue I look at, I see where you feel pushed into a corner.

Im just digusted that there is not a proper biologic dentist in your area that will provide all protection for you and remove the other amalgams, so you can get on with chelation. Because it is obvious chelation is desperately needed.

and after your last two amalgam removal, the effects have been devastating obviously, so how does this aid you to do more? I'm angry on your behalf, frustrated for you as I see this kind of suffering and it's totally evil.

I have been like this all my life Jinx, I always felt like I was watching myself live my life from outside my self. I found when I was eating well, I felt better, sugar was always my enemy.

You have to get those amalgams out as safely and as quickly as possible and you have to stop cheating!!!! That is all there is to it!!! Coffee, alcohol, sugar, dairy and gluten are to be strictly avoided with mercury toxicity, or you will keep getting worse. Eat good quality protein, brown rice, and lots of veggies...and perhaps selenium and zinc do not agree with you...you may have a surplus of zinc and selenium in your body.

Are having good bowel movements, if not perhaps you could try a colon cleaning regime and get some activated charcoal to help absorb the mercury before it is redistributed. And take epsom salts baths, that will help detox some of the mercury thru your skin. In the meantime, eat well, that is the only way to stop methylating more mercury until you can get them out.

And when you do get them out, be sure they use a rubber dam, swallow some activated charcoal and rinse with some dissolved in water before they put the dam on. And put a damp facecloth over your eyes and face if they don't have any special equipment to suck up the vapours. That is the best advice I can offer unless you can get to another country to go to a holistic dentist.

Best luck, I hope this helps,
Sandi
xoxo

Hang in there Jinx. You're not alone.

The emotions you feel are shared by a massive number of people who—whether they realize it or not—act in childish ways and are easily emotionally wounded to no fault of their own.

As I've said before, this was me for most of my life until the mercury was removed. Now it's different. I act differently and although I am ashamed at how I acted at times when the fillings were still in, I don't blame myself (although I do take responsibility) or anyone else because I did not have complete emotional control.

I hope you can find a solution. Please keep us posted. I don't remember if I've asked you this already or not but, have you tried Algin?

Hi Sandi, on behalf of Jinx. Where he lives, there is no dentist who practises safe amalgam removal. I mean literally no protection. This is why when he got two amalgams out, that he has plummeted so severely and is now exhibiting severe mental symptoms. He has tried to locate a dentist like the biologic ones we can readily get hold of. No luck.

To go and do this again in his condition? Right after this is what made him even worse? I can see his awful circumstances.

Though one wonders could it get much worse? But who am I to tell you Jinx to take a chance like that.

But I agree with you on all points Sandi, but you see the position this guy is in.

Guys, I cannot even emphasise enough how important is your support to me, and how I appreciate it.

Bex - you are my angel, one true support along with tracy!

Sandi - yes, what bex said is 100% true, I'm in a no-way-out position really , I had twofillings removed 5 months ago with a rubber dam and cold water and suction, and taking chlorella before and after etc and I plummeted horribly. Today is one of the worst days, I couldn't funcion in the morning, that's why I'm replying now, had to do enemas but wouldn't say they help much really, and yes I do eat a healthy diet, I got my lesson and have been sticking to the diet 100% for the last 4 weeks, though I'm on a strict diet for the last 5 months, but with some occasional cheating, that, yes, did (I think) got me even lower. My diet constists of: eggs, sausages, vegetables, carrots (raw), fresh carrot-selery juice that I drink everyday, olive oil, flaxseed oil, and butter although limited cause my gallbladder doesn't seem to tolerate it. As for meat I eat chicken and poultry meat mainly, I don't use brown rice as its very hard to digest , I use a parboiled white rice, which has a low glicemic index, and I eat it with fat to further lower the GI, and eat rice cakes (made of brown rice) instead of bread.
Everyday I drink tons of water and herbal teas: peppermint, chamomile, dandelion, green tea, ginger, burdock, sometime licorice. I also add herbs to my meals: ginger, oregano, thyme, cayenne pepper, basil, etc but garlic and cilantro or corriander (including curry spice), and also turmeric as its very sulphurus. Use only sea salt. Take digestive enzymes with every meal (that contains pancreatic enzymes, pepsis, lipase, betain, l-glutamic acid, bromelain, and lactobacillus acidophilus). Drink freshly-squeezed lemon juice with ACV everyday as well as acidophillus kefir. Oh and ground-flaxseed fiber shakes (sometimes with the kefir as well).

I try to do all of that on baily dasis and it gives sh**, though I'd probably be even worse (?!?!) without it!

Russ, I thought about algin, but sorry man, it's to expensive for me to order it especially when one bottle wouldn't last a long time , I still haven't paid the money I borrowed for one bottle of NCD back! Can't really compare Polish earnings to the Western European or American ones. (I don't say it out of envy) For the same reason it's impossible for me to go, for example, to Germany to a holistic dentist etc.

Now being in the situation I am in, I'm very close to the decision of EXTRACTION and need your opinion guys:

I have 5 fillings left, the plan is to extract 3 teeth with the larger ones, and remove the fillings from the latter 2 , since they are very small and wouldn't pose that much threat of further intoxication. It's a compromise between getting the heatlh back and still preserving some bite, I can't really come up with anything better! I don't really care about the f**king lost teeth anyway, my situation is that bad.
The problem again, might be in the lack of a holistic apporach on the part of the dentists doing the extraction - I don't think Polish dentists remove the ligaments that remain afterwards and I mjight end up with cavitations, infection etc.

Need your opinions!

That sounds like your best option, I wanted all mine pulled, the largest fillings anyway, but my holistic dentist insisted on saving them with onlays....to the tune of $1100 each!!! I had over a dozen fillings and still have some crowned teeth that have to be pulled...about 7 or 8 more. I will be left with some good, enough to hold onto some partial appliances I hope....that is all that matters. And if you get cavitations, you can come over here to get them fixed. Many people live all their lives with improperly pulled teeth...my grandma and grandpa had dentures and lived well into their ninties. I think cavitations are a worse threat when you have mercury toxicity as well. The mercury destroys the immune function and then the bacteria have their way with you.

I can mail you some Algin Jinx, I bought 2 bottles but can't use them right now, so I could send you one and see if it works for you.

You could send me your address in a private email and I will ship it off to you as soon as I feel better from my chemo...in a couple of days.

Sounds like you are doing a first class diet Jinx, don't give up!!!

Best love and best luck,
Sandi
xoxo

Hi Jinx, i totally relate with you, i was too exposed to mercury vapour and was ill for months. its been a year now and im still not better, though i have made improvements on the depression side of it.
Keep up with the diet, it sounds really good, its the main thing.
I had 4 of mine extracted and very glad i did.
your plan sounds good.
I too was doing coffee enemas and drinking loads of water, but to be honest it made me worse.
Now a year after removal i will be looking into Hulda clarks body cleanses.
I hope you can hang in there,
Dawn.

No problem Jinx, your situation is so similar to my own that it almost echoes it.

I did a search online in Poland for biologic dentistry and yes, you are right, there is NOTHING in the way of biologic dentists. Now normally I'm good at searching up anything online and I'll keep going until I hunt it down. I was bewildered that there was not even a hint or a tiny lead.

Yes, your best bet maybe to get the bigger filled teeth simply extracted and the smaller fillings removed. Is there ANY hope that even a general dentist will listen to your plight and give you an alternative breathing source and give as much protection as he/she can if you write to them about it? If not, yeah the extraction maybe the only option obviously. It just seems unfair that they cannot cater for you in this regard and understand that it's toxicity but also hypersensitivity to mercury that is also the problem.

you could write/type a letter and I know you're ill, but make sure you emphasise that you are hypersensitive to mercury. Because though general dentists do not like to admit the poisonous aspect of amalgam, they often do take onboard the hypsensitivity to mercury and may then provide protection during removal based on that alone. IF you do not state your hypsensitivity to mercury (and other metals), they may not be so keen to give protection as this then is an admission on their part that mercury is overall poisonous. Hypersentiivity is another story! They won't feel so uncomfortable about providing more protection for that reason.

It's a long shot I know. And in your state, probably teh last thing you feel like doing is putting together a letter to explain it all and request what you need. If you want me to do that for you, I will. I have done it MANY times to dentists, becuase I refuse to see them until I gt the lowdown on what I can expect. So I'm well versed in doing it.

I then print a number of copies and send to more than one dentist (changing the name at the top of course to fit each dentist) and await the best response out of all of them.

When I see what I'm looking for (you may only get one ok response), then I feel more comfortable in going forward.

The offer is there if you want me to give it a go. But other than that, the decision is yours. Though it's an awful one to make. But at least you know that you have everybody's support on here whatever you decide to do.

Your idea maybe the best plan, but if you want to give the other one a go....well it's an option and even if it's a long pointless shot, you could try it before you take the other road.

I have been very interested in the posts here because too often I read of
people committing violent acts & the behaviour is claimed to be very out of character for these people.

I am concerned that the public pay for such organisations & Govt depts, IE. HEALTH DEPTs that should be acting as protection for the public & they certainly are not.

Many times I hear you talking about diet, but I dont think there was any mention of things like Shampoos, Soaps, Soft drinks (aspartame) Artificial sugars.
Junk foods such as Potato Chips although you probably know about these.
When you find potential threats pass them on. Glad Wrap is another danger. China wont allow it in the country.

I would visit sites on FOODGRADE Hydrogen Peroxide, Oxygen, Ozone. I recently bought an Ozone making machine, that takes out for example, the Benzine & deadly poisonous Formaldehyde from shampoos.
Oxygen & Ozone are natures greatest destroyers of toxins & great blood cleaners.

I place many things in a plastic bag (but not in direct contact with the plastic) seal it & ozone it.

I also have great faith in the bodies ability to heal itself & that it listens to what we are thinking & saying about it & these act like commands it carries out or continues. So stay away from declaring you might be insane or you could be adding to your problems.
It could pay to see the body like a computer that can scan itself & repair
negatives.
Give it these commands before falling asleep.
Since EMOTION is the greatest Destroyer of bodies find keys to calm yourself down. Negative emotion changes the molecular structure of the body negatively.
This is why meditation can be helpful...but sometimes this can be hard (but not impossible) to achieve & is determined by your determination to help yourself.
You could say a baby achieves the impossible when it learns to walk & talk at such a young age.

Sometimes FIGHTING something only serves to generate more to fight.
Have you ever had a persistant noise bug you but when you tuned into it & calmed down you removed its ability to get at you or it even appeared to disappeared.
One of you mentioned they were not giving up, they were studying anything & everything to get more answers...this is the way to go.
Program into the mind that there are answers for EVERYTHING & that you always find the perfect answer at the perfect time.
Never just bounce into anything new, it took me 3yrs to come to terms with taking peroxide because as I grew up my mothers bottle had poison written on it, gut instinct is what you can develop.
Also get a few different books from the library on REFLEXOLOGY this can be a help in removing toxins from the body & perking up the mind & memory.
I have to say this also, watch yourself so that you dont create a martyr mentality...get to enjoy the attention you can get.
Humans can be very sneaky & do things they would prefer not to or even deny doing. Sometimes its only when looking back we can see we might have done this.
This prevents many from getting well.
All the best
Judy

I'm a lot like that, Jinx, and I'm a lot older than you are. In some ways I'm a 43 year old adolescent because my illness has not allowed me to mature.

I'm very sensitive and easily hurt by relatively innocent remarks which is just what Andy Cutler describes in his book on amalgam illness. I never could figure out why I was so emotionally crippled (in spite of drug therapy and psychotherapy) until I read about the mental effects of mercury poisoning.

Well said Judith. I found your post to be very informative.

Hi,

My brother went on the Dr. Christopher colon cleansing diet about two years ago. He had metal fillings when he started this diet. From what I understand this diet pulls all the inpurities out of your body and can cause fillings to leak Mercry. My brother started acting strange he ended up in the Mental ward twice in about three weeks. He has since had all of his fillings removed. He has been on psyc. drugs ever since. He had been trying to cut down his doses he worked on this for two years. About two months ago he started acting strange again. Now as I sit here he is in the hospital once again...
He was never tested for the Mercry poisning. What do I do? They diagnosed him as bi-polar two years ago. He had never had any mental illness before the diet he was on. He has never used any drugs smoked a cigarett or drank a beer. He has always had a strong faith. Now it is gone. He does not make sense when he speaks. I need to save him. Can anyone here help me?

Bahiyyih bahiyyihmudd@hotmail.com

Hi there, I typed you an email about your brother's situation. I am not a professional, but have suffered extensively from this condition and have nearly ended up in a mental hospital myself. I have done much reading and have gone through sheer hell and maybe able to offer some suggestions.

I hope you find my email in your inbox. Please check your junkmail folder in case, as some emails can end up there instead. I hope it might be helpful to you. Am very sorry to hear of this situation, but you're not alone!

Extensive cleansing diets if they are too close to a state of fasting (vegetarianism), can be very risky in mercury toxic sitatuions, because it can leave one more exposed and vulnerable to the direct effects of the toxic metals. Which is why they can be dangerous. This is why it is wise to make sure a person is consuming enough protein and fat for tissue protection and buildilng up. Avoiding sugar, gluten, wheat, etc is great because they are toxic themselves and feed candida, but overcleansing with not eating enough proteins and fats and not eating meat etc, can just be dangerous in this situatino to some people. Your brother maybe one of them.

Again, hope my email my help.

take care

Bex.