No your not Jinx. I was in a psychiatric ward for two weeks and believe me if you were insane you wouldnt know it. You wouldnt recognise the things your doing wrong youd do them without thought. I dont believe for one minute you are insane, my God toxicicty has changed my personality so much anyone else would judge me as insane ,read my post Zeolite. I know im not insane but you wouldnt believe the things ive done in the past two years I drove into my neighbours car and just drove off. I didnt give a damn. I have taken two overdoses and done some absolutely bizarre things. Before I got poisoned I was one of the sanest people on this planet. I worked with kids with ADHD and behavioural problems and god has it given me an insight. Your not insane, your poisoned . Your brain and maybe your nervous system is poisoned too. I use to be the happiest laidback loving caring individual and now for no reason I can become a monster. I dont know where you live Jinx but if your in England I would recommend the DIagnostic clinic in London. They will check your brain pattern and you lls be suprIsed at their technonogy and what they can do. Toxicity has a profound impact on the brain sometimes. A friend of ours thought he was schizophrenic and he wasnt , it truly was toxicity. Dont give up Jinx, dont listen to all the psychologists tell you, they told me I had severe depression for 2 years and its the toxicity. I believe in my heart you have the same. Please try someone else your not insane and I wont accept it, as I said insane people dont know they are or question what their doing. Ive seen insanity believe me. I beg you see someone else get another opinion and dont give in love Tracy