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As I've stated, I have not yet seen the benefits of smoking in members in my family and my own attempts have been disastrous with long term impact. I can't really be anymore honest and straight than this.
Do you suggest I ignore this and continue smoking regardless? I couldn't even do that if I tried. It made me so ill, I STILL am trying to recover.

I appreciate hearing the other side to smoking, and as always it's impressive, but I'm afraid I am unable to smoke myself. My body speaks volumes and has the last say.

Well in your instance I would have to agree and say if it causes that much disruption to NOT smoke.

One thing to consider is, possibly the bad effects you are experiencing could be an indication of something wrong with your body?

Just a thought.