I agree I was going through the happiest most fulfilling time of my life when I became ill and I became horrendously physically ill about 4 months before becoming depressed. I still have nothing to be depressed about apart from I want to stop feeling ill and get back to work and do all the things I had planned. Anyone who becomes severely ill and struggles to find a diagnosis or treatment I think will inevitably become depressed, thats apart from all the organic issues that are going on in your body. I know if I was well Id have a dream life, thats whats sucks Tracy