I can totally empathize with you. We shouldnt have to self diagnose or treat. The medical profession has a lot to answer for, but to quote them I am waste material. I tried DMSA and was very ill. The only thing I have to rely on now is my natural healer, she has also treated ME. A couple of years ago when she was treating me I got about 70% better, but still had problems with anxiety and insommnia, but stupidly because I thought I was so much better I stopped using her. She told me if I had told her I was having my amalgams removed in one go, she would have told me not to cos I wasnt strong enough. She knew everthing that was going wrong in my body without me saying a word. She is a very caring person and I can tell her anything. She really has seen me at my worst when I've been crying and saying that I'll end up insane. She tells me how far my mental field is out and whether lymphs are draining ect. She does all this work in her spare time cos shes a teacher. She hasnt charged me for many visits and sometimes has spent four hours with me instead of an hour. She will not give you anything that she believes will harm your body even more. I know I only have her to rely on and whether I get better of not, shes certainly not prepared to give in. She utterlly and totally believes she can give me a full recovery in time. Hugs Tracy