Thats such bad news dawn,

Bex thats exactly what im doing lately, locking myself in the study just to avoid being ugly, so suicidal as well. I cant bear this again whats even more devestating is that i thought id finished this darn race and come out the other side, a bit battered and bruised but alive nonetheless. now im back in the black hole s#$@%&* <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/mad.gif" alt="" /> dont want to bore you all anymore with my rants and raves