Hi, well, normally I'm not a smoker. I've never been a smoker, but was known to have one on the rare occassion and when I did, I enjoyed it and that would be it. But me buying an entire packet and smoking the whole thing in oneday was the stupidest move I made, considering my body for reasons I don't get, doesn't really eliminate toxins. I stay poisoned and end up suicidal (so I can't really believe I did this).

I like the sound of that. Taking in air instead and imagining it as you would smoking. That's actually a good idea. I remember eating sandwiches at school and wishing they were pies or chips and I'd almost be able to taste them as that, my imagination was that good!

I'm glad you quit though! Hope the air smoking continues <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

Meantime, I'm going to have to try and get myself out of this mess. I'm on vitamin C, vitmain B, vitamin E, zinc/magnesium and eating good food and you'd thinking something would improve by now. I think the candida in my gut has actually gotten out of control, as I'm in cramps daily and cannot really do much bit sit or lie down. Now normally the candida diet took care of this, but since the smoking it won't. i am soon to go on antifungals, but am scared to because i know candida can just gain a stronger foothold and when you attack it, it can come back with stronger resistance the next time.