HI, yeah I mean if you get the amalgams out and you're lucky enough to come right, then the diet will no doubt be able to be loosened up. But for some, they have to stay on it. I guess some people have some kind of permanent compromise going on (like myself).

Yeah, for sure, everything has a reason for it and I think mine used to be mercury poisoning, as I was recovering from that years ago. But I no longer feel this is the case, because in 2003, I got a bacterial/viral infection that damaged me severely, have never recovered and is there to this day. Caused brain symptoms also and has damaged by immune system and I believe also the blood brain barrier, considering what happens to my mind upon exposure to any toxins. I can all but go insane and the effects are not short term. I'm talking months/years.

And as well as that, it's possible i have jawbone cavitations, but everyone I've seen gives a contradictory answer and even testing is showing contradictions. Plus most dentists do not do cavitation surgery here and the one that does refuses to do any on me because I"m so ill. No matter what I say, he won't. It also costs me a great deal of money to see him, due to the 9 hour drive and hotel stay! And eachtime I see him, I pay for the consultation, I get sicker just from the mercury vapor in the office (even though he's ultra careful with how he protects hif office) and I go home worse off. Even though he gives me stuff to try and help me, it's pointless if everytime I see him I get worse. I have no amalgams either, they were done 10 years ago now. But I only need to walk into a dental office and I get poisoned. This is my problem with toxins.

So really I'm not in a good place at all. I am too tired and too ill now to really make much more effort. I eat as well as I can, but since my stupid smoking binge that I did on my birthday (moron that I am), I got so badly poisoned from doing that, two months later and I"m still a wreck, no sign of recovery as yet.

So yeah, I've had many cleanses done on me over the years, homeopathy, mental/emotional block releasing (which my doctor just insisted on doing), hypnosis......um the list goes on. None of them help and I know why, I am simply very ill with too many things wrong at once, which is overburdening my immune system.

By the way, what you said was extremely kind and moving, thank you. It means a lot. I wonder what I'd do without the people on here.