Hi everyone, i have 2 kids and a partner and i still feel extremly lonely, i cant help it, i feel like i belong on a nother planet. When i go out shopping or something, i cant help looking around me at all the people and thinking i just dont fit in.
I have had this symptom on and off all my life although i still managed to have relationships.
Im very shy and have never in my life asked a man out, i just never had any confidence, it sounds strange but when im at social or family gatherings i tend to go the bathroom alot to get away from the crowds and also to look in the mirror to see if i really am human.
I also dont watch much TV, i watch documentries, sometimes the news and some films but i hardly buy magazines, i like real life stories.