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Yes Bex,
The difference between the sick and healthy personality is as different as night and day. I was hoping I'd never feel all this anxiety, anger and depression again but oh well, I'll get there in the end. At least we have had glimpses and we know that underneath we are 'normal' people even if it is not always apparent in our current behaviors lol.

Does anyone else get so that they absolutely hate talking about themselves as well? Accompanying all this anxiety and anger for me is that extreme withdrawl. Even when people ask what did you do on the weekend I get real annoyed and try and change the subject lol.


This post can be me talking.
And u hit the nail on the head with "The difference between the sick and healthy personality is as different as night and day"
So true, When I feel great and out with friends for dinner or shopping, I can't recall how feeling sick feels, then when i feel sick, I wonder how I ever got out of the house.

I also have lyme so not sure if it's that or metal, but I'm determined to get better and not let this consume me.
I want to get back to work full time (been off for 2 months now) and get back to working out (was working out 4 days a week) and just want to feel good again.

It will happen....never give up hope :-)