Yes Bex,
The difference between the sick and healthy personality is as different as night and day. I was hoping I'd never feel all this anxiety, anger and depression again but oh well, I'll get there in the end. At least we have had glimpses and we know that underneath we are 'normal' people even if it is not always apparent in our current behaviors lol.

Does anyone else get so that they absolutely hate talking about themselves as well? Accompanying all this anxiety and anger for me is that extreme withdrawl. Even when people ask what did you do on the weekend I get real annoyed and try and change the subject lol.

I'm glad your doctor is running the test, who knows she may be onto something. I really hope so!!!