I've said that exact same thing to my husband. I wonder how many people are sitting in an asylum right now, because everyone thinks they are crazy, but they are just mercury poisoned. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />

I miss going out and having friends. Even if I get well, I probably won't "do" as much as I used to do, because I am so used to just being with my husband and kids. That is just from growing up, and being a more responsible parent I guess, but I couldn't handle my friends anymore and the stress and chaos that comes with them. I couldn't keep up with them, either. They were always wanting to do something, and I just wasn't up to it. Yes, sometimes it even bothers me having my hubby and kids around AND it bothers me being away from them too....does that make sense?!?!?!?! I love my hours alone, or when everyone is asleep, but I also miss them too. I go crazy if I am gone or out shopping or something too long. I'm ashamed to say that I "hate" the general population and I hate crowds, traffic and people. I can deal with it for awhile, but when I'm done, I'm DONE. I will start having panic attacks and stuff.