Scarlett, that is deplorable. You have been butchered by these dentists and that is very sad that you have had your attractive features severely marred by this. Though i realise we all have to go through life and gain "scars" and be put through suffering, to have that occur to you when you're not old is something very tough to deal with (to say the least), alongside the inner suffering.

you fiance is standing by you as any true person should and would and those that look at you in the way they do, are the typical shallow-minded types of people who assume whatever they decide about you because of how you look.

Is it at all possible for you to get a clean out and get dentures to replace the missing teeth? I know this is a very harsh and dramatic thing, but if you've had so much done to your mouth, how far can this go? Or can you get implants? Yes they all contain toxic stuff and there is no such thing as a metal free restorative material. Even teh plastics have metals, I have done cheek and gum tests with both plastic and porcelain and they are just as bad as eachother. I end up with metallic taste in my mouth by either of them. You will never find a metal free restorative material. The only thing you can do is avoid direct metal.

I have heard Zirconium is supposed to be one of the most biocompatible materials to use, so I'm a little taken aback and concerned by your statement regarding this. The biologic dentist in my country uses this and he's about as fussy as you can get. He also uses Diamond for composites. And people also react to diamond, so nothing is a perfect bet.

What they have done to human beings is just beyond belief. Many of us are in a similar boat, though experiencing our own personal suffering. It is just horrible.

I don't know what to suggest anymore to most people, and you have always been such a kind and giving person to everybody here, myself included.

I hope that you will stay with us Scarlett and even if you look in the mirror and you see what you perceive as a toothless "old hag" you are anything but. Anybody would look like that if they had done to them what you had and you're a very brave person and much needed.

I can make one small possibly pointless suggestion. I know you follow a candida diet? Not sure which one you follow exactly,but the one I follow specifically outlines a very strict diet, plus recommended highly necessary fats. I have heard some people's bone density increasing from all this and I am wondering if the fats and/or protein is responsible for it. The diet consists of eating eggs, meat, vegetables (no potatoes) and using fats like lard, extra virgin olive oil, organic coconut oil, butter etc.

You may already be doing this, but if you're not, it's somethign to look at, alongside hopefully finding a way to fill your mouth/jaw out again, but being like some of us, you are highly toxic and sensitive and this just puts a total block in our way of movign foward with dental work.

Your fiance has got a very special person and he obviously is fully aware of it and may he continue on as he is, sticking by your side.