I FEEL LIKE IV'E BEEN ABUSED TO DEATH BY DENTISTS!!! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/mad.gif" alt="" />

Hi Everyone,

Guess what, the first dentist filled practicly every tooth with amalgams and other poisonous porcelein and nickel crowns on top of them. She also put 5 root canals which made me sick with about 25 illnessess through my intire life! The second dentist ruined 10 of my teeth that even the dental society could not denigh!

The third dentist replaced all the mercury and other toxic heavy metals with toxic white composites, causing excuisatingly painful Lingual and Inferior Aveolar nerve damage. He also pulled out the 5 root canaled teeth, but quess what! He put another one in without my consent. How do I know this? Well 2 months after he worked on me I had an abcess in that tooth. The x ray showed that there was a so called holistic style root canal in it. (How can any dentist call any root canal holistic I'll never know!!!) The abcess was so bad my face swelled like a balloon. Now why would a dentist do that? Could it possibly be that since I now have half my teeth missing there wasn't enough teeth to latch on a bridge that costed $4000. more? I think so!

Even lthough I have done the raw juice fasting and lemon and coffee enemas to detox and has gotton rid of the candidas temporaraly, as soon as I try to eat anything again the allergies come back along with the candidas! Its come to the point where I'm afraid to eat anything at all and I'm starving myself to death!!! Not only this, but everything I eat hurts my teeth for one reason or another. Even brown rice and other grains are too hard and I have to puree it until it is mush! Theres hardly any teeth in my mouth and what ever is there, they are so weak that it hurts to eat anything at all! Unfortunately I can't even eat anything that is hard even though it is healthy, like salads and all fruit. Even an apple is too acidicly tart for my useless teeth!

Since this third dentist did so many things wrong, I can't help but wonder if he charged me for alot of cavitations that he may have not done. The arthritis in my back has gotton worse.If I wasn't doing the raw juice fast and enemas as often as Iv'e been doing then the candidas would have killed me by now.! I can really sympathize with Bex, Tracy, Dawn, Alex1, SandiFlood, and everyone else I forgot to mention who is suffering terribly, because I'm going through the same thing too! It feels like I have autoimmune desease and my own immune system is attacking itself along with pain!

I feel like a walking corps and look like one too!!! Just 2 years ago I looked attractive and age 30. Since I got all thoughs teeth out, Iv'e aged about 28 years around the mouth area especially!!! No I'm not exaggerating in the least either!!! My face has become so skinny that it is boney and gaunt. It has sagged so much that I now have very deep wrinkles all around the mouth. The worst thing that has happened is that the bone structure of my face changed to where my cheek bones protrude causing my face to be even more hollow under my cheek bones. My lips have dissappeared and are all wrinkled!!! It wouldn't be as bad if my career wasn't in the intertainment bussiness, but it is. I Know after being 30 years in this bussiness, I will not be able to do alot of the things I use to do because of the way I look now. As you know, society places so much more importance on beauty. Even if you have the best personality in the world, you won't get hired for the intertainment bussiness if your unattractive in alot of cases.

Unfortunately I have to accept that I now see a skanky, toothless, old hag staring back at me everytime I look in the mirror who looks way older than the 47 year old that I am! Believe it or not my father and mother look alot younger than me now. Everytime I go in public I get that same horrified perplexed look from almost everyone! I try to pretend like I don't notice them starring at the corner of my eye. Instead I smile and be cheerful when asking for information. Alot of amature sales people will look at me as if to say,"Have you looked in the mirror lately? Why don't you act your age, You skanky old drug addict!!!" The expressions, rude comments, and stares that I receive on a dayly basis is completely the opposite of how I was treated before I got all this nerve damage, bone loss ,and tooth loss, and liver damage.

Very few people are compassionate but are so cruel instead. Thats why I thank all of you on this forum and Russ for being so supportive, knowledgable, and compassionate!!! You are such a blessing to my life. It is so wonderful to know that there is always someone who cares on this forum.

I'm also very grateful for my fiance.One thing that is incredible is that he still loves me the way I am. Also since I have so many health problems along with cronic fatigue, he does everything for me to keep me alive, to say the least!!! Its too much to mention all the wonderful things he does, but he does alot of natural pathic remedies and therapies on me which keep me feeling healthy. I believe that he has saved my life over and over again although it is consuming all his free time!!! Although he never complains, it hurts me more than I can say to be such a burden on him!!! I feel absolutely usless since all my life I was the one helping others and now I can't even help myself without needing assistance in almost everything!!!

I can't even stand up or walk around for very long without getting tired. I sleep more than being awake. So many times I want to get on this forum and answer so many questions that I know the answers too and fall asleep instead. I can't stay awake unless I have some caffiene. I don't have it hardly anymore since it is unhealthy, but today I had some so I could have some energy to type this long depressing letter!

So sorry for all this depressing venting! I can't help how deeply depressed I am since I'm only existing and desperately trying to stay alive, and yet for what? Just so I can be a burden to someone else and basically useless to society? I"m too ill and weak to work and haven't for almost 2 years since I had the 3rd statges of mercury and heavy metal toxicity!

Once again sorry for all the depressing venting!!! I think I should have wrote some of this in the suicide section of this forum now that I'd rather die than live if I have to continue living this way. I believe if my physical condition doesn't kill me first, than my depression will!!

I read alot of the posts here and want to suggest that if you are afraid of loosing your teeth, partials is not the only option. You can get a bridge to fill in the gap. The bad part is the dentist will have to grind down the 2 teeth on both sides to put the crowns on. Also you will get some bone loss on the area where the tooth was pulled. Its also very hard to get safe dental materials. Although some people have suggested zirconion and implants, Iv'e heard several times that these aren't safe!!! Zirconion has some toxic ingredients in them which I can't remember what they were. Also even if you get a safe material such as titanium for implants, any kind of metal isn't safe when they are implanted inside your gums. The only thing Iv'e found so far that is safer than most white composites is Diamoncrown, diamondlite, diamondbond, and diamondlink. There are still some dentists that use these. Russes dentist uses this. Also Holistic gold from Zahn Labs might be an option too. So far I can't find any other material that is safe enough for me since I'm so sensitive now that I'm allergic to most foods.

God bless everyone!!! I hope that you all get well soon!!! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />

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