Amen to what Russ and others said here folks!

Russ- i especially agree with your comment on this: "All I can say is, in my research I've discovered that there are evil people in high places who would love nothing more than to see you remove yourself from this life. Don't give them the satisfaction of giving in to this urge for it too
shall pass and it will be a loss for all of us."

I've often pondered how the Elite behind the Establishment of our day really is going about a hidden population control-- and mercury , flouride, chlorinated water, chemtrails- An increased push on pharmacuetical drugs, chemical food additives that amount to rat poisoning, additives added to food that increases diabetes and heart disease. The list goes on.

It's obvious to me that the powers that be in the Western World and abroad must meet together to look for "subtle" ways of population control. They do it underhanded because otherwise would be called genocide.

It was already in the media that there are concerns America is overpopulated. well, yeaeeeeahhh-- When we open the borders to Illegal immigrants!.. DUH!

So it wouldnt surprise me that their fight to keep mercury in everything-- even with all the protest we give them, is because it comes in handy in keeping the masses under their control.

I wouldnt kil myself, because like Russ said- why give these arrogant Elite the satisfaction! Suicides in the middle classes make them happy, because it keeps us from getting out of hand.

Don't forget-- God does exist. and the suffering you are experiencing at the present moment can not compare to the happiness you will experience with God after you get through this.

And I wouldn't want to be in these Elite Iluminati ruling class folks shoes when they one day meet their Maker. Everything being done on Earth is being recorded and is not going unnoticed.
Hang in there!!

hugs
Boldylocks