Every time I've heard stories told by mercury toxic persons who attempted to commit suicide, they later said that they did not realize at the time what the consequences would be. This holds true for me as well. Knowing what I know now, I'm so glad I never succeeded.

It's important for anyone who is contemplating suicide, to contact someone for help.

All I can say is, in my research I've discovered that there are evil people in high places who would love nothing more than to see you remove yourself from this life. Don't give them the satisfaction of giving in to this urge for it too shall pass and it will be a loss for all of us.

Evey day you continue is a victory in the war against mercury because it builds the strength and depth of your personal testimony that you will share with others when you do recover, and you should NEVER underestimate the power of your personal testimony.

What you do in your life intimately affects many others around you so try to think of them if you cannot find the strength to live for yourself.

I cannot stress enough how important it is to not give up. You will understand why when you do recover, and you can.