I know from speaking to a few people of the forum that we seem to be living in a never ending nightmare. We are trying so hard to help ourselves, different supplements, diets, and some de-toxing. Thyroid support, steroids and yet nothing seems to be working for us and we dont know where to turn. All of us have families and are trying so hard to cope but really dont seem to be getting anywhere. I have had the worst day ever today and just felt like sitting in a corner and screaming. I m trying desprately to hold on until I see the neurologist on Dec 7 but sometimes I,m scared I won't be able to. I have had about 3 hours sleep in the last five days and sometimes think I'll end up insane through this alone. I'm really begginning to wonder what will happen to me and I know Im not the only one. PS I dont like to speak on behalf of my friends but I feel their suffering too and I know how bad and hopless they are feeling too. It's like a nightmare