thats how i feel if i dont i start to get down and irritable but feel giulty for doing it especiallly at the weekends when my daughters at home and Keith wants to be doing things sometimes I think it would be easier if you lived alone and had no pressure to feel you have to be anything than what you are at the moment families say they understand but you can see in their faces that they dont really then i get frustrated wish my self and try and endure it but i know i end up feeling worse and get angry i hate not being able to sustain a whole day but dont sleep well at night anyway and ive always thought you should listen to your body but i was once told by an occupational therapist that i didnt sleep at night because i give in in the day i wish my body would understand that but it just dosent