I have always been a bit of a night owl, but I can sure see how it's more prominent in the years since I've had my fillings. I'm usually really groggy when I get up, for an hour or so, then a couple of hours after that, I don't know if I can survive without a nap. I just want to shut down. Sometimes I can get up in a decent mood and frame of mind, though, you just never can tell with me. Early evening, and nighttime I am ready to go. I have more energy then, than I have all day. I thought maybe it was just the happiness that all my kids were in bed, and the noisy neighbors were back in their house, and it was my "peaceful" time. I thought maybe it was just me, but now you've made me stop and think.

My husband always used to make me feel so bad (when he was on 1st shift, he just changed to 2nd thank god, it's better for us) when I didn't get up at the crack of dawn to make breakfast for my 2 teenage girls before school. He pretty much understands now, but it is hurtful for people to think you are "lazy" and irresponsible. I have taken so much ridicule for so many years from all different people, and it makes me feel a teeny bit better knowing the things I do and have done, are not my fault. I haven't wanted to be the way I've been, it just happened. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> I have wondered for many years why I could never "Get it together".