HI Tgoss, great to hear from you. I'm so glad that you are actually getting some of your life back and hope that this is permanent. The symptoms you are getting could quite possibly be signs that more healing is taking place. The body, when it's been poisoned takes a long time to get rid of things and later, when it's improved, it can begin to tackle something else. And some very weird and unexpected sensations can occur.

Sometimes suppressed memories can come to the surface and things that were fogged over, start to come to light and it can be quite a shock I've heard. If you can believe this, some mercury toxic people have had to get psychiatric help AFTER they have gotten well, becuase it's like everything is switched back on, they are totally overwhelmed, though I think that sounds great to me personally, but maybe it's the horror if what they had gone through and suddenly seeing everything clearly again.

but what you're getting could be signs of healing taking place in the brain. Especially the fact that recalling something brings it on. Almost as though pulling a memory draw out inside your mind, is now causing a physical symptom.

That is quite astounding though, but I can't think what else this could be other than some healing, if that area of your mind may have needed it. Certainly, do all you can to aid this process with your diet and good proteins and fats, as believe it or not, (and I had no idea), they actually can help heal the brain up. Cell membranes etc.

I hear some very odd things believe me. Such as people being in tears because suppressed memories arise and they might be very simple memories, or even TV shows they'd seen, but they maybe ones that were seen during a time of great sickness and those very shows canl pop up in the mind and replay scenes and the same sesnations a person had during that time of viewing any programmes or doing any activities at that stage (even the most tedious) will be experienced all over again inside the mind and it can be devastating.

For example (and this is going to sound insane). But I have been very ill, and my life consists of not much more than being online or watching a programme. During these years, because of not doing much, all my brain had to recall was programmes I'd seen. Now, one stage, my body was going into a healing crisis and I didn't know. I had programmes coming up inside my mind, even ordinary nature shows, everything I had seen during these years of severe sickness and the entire sensation of how I felt during that time was experienced and i was absolutely beside myself. I was bawling my eyes out as each show I had seen during that time of severe illness and depressed continued to flash up and replay for reasons I do not understand. I had scenes of movies, nature shows, comedies, everything popping up non stop inside my mind (stuff I had forgotten I had even seen) and all those feelings I had during that time were re-experienced and seeing those movies inside my mind were suddenly a great source of pain and I was close to vomiting. Not becuase the movie itself or programme itself was upsetting, but the way I had felt during those years when viewing anything, was attached to those things. If that makes sense (it probably doesn't it sounds odd I know).

Everything you think do and say is kept inside your mind, Not one thing is actually forgotten, but we often can't access it or remember it, but its' there. It's like a case of draws, it's all stored away and sometimes they can pop out unexpectedly and you can be totally unable to control it. I had sensations of sickness and everything I had seen and done during that time, even the most mundane things were replayed and I was helpless, I lay in bed with this going on, clutching my head and crying and trying to stop the flashing of thoughts, movies and scenes and sensations. All forcing me to re-experience it all. I felt a lot better after it, but everything fell apart again after making other errors in my health. though i think I have more than mercury to take care of, so this might be why I cannot really make progress or any permanent improvement.

but anyway, sorry for the length of this. Just trying to give you some reassurance that it is highly likely further healing is going on and your body and mind will do it in the way it wants to, which is not always pleasant.

So long as a person is aiding this with proper diet etc, they can usually improve, if they don't, the body can sometimes remain in a permanent cycle because it's not abel to detox these things and heal if a person continues to consume anythign that hinders this process. But this depends on the person's constitution and whether they have to make more drastic efforts than someone else who may not have to.

Take care.

Bex.