Hi Tracy,

Hang in there, it will get better for you. Your story sounds so much like mine in that two years ago I was also happy, successful, vibrant and it all changed so quickly, my family also said its in our genes, the depression , bi-polar, etc but ive now come to believe that the only thing genetic is bad teeth as all of the family members who suffer have mouths full of mercury, and bad teeth are the ONLY common denominator.

I finaly feel like im getting my life back, my business is running well again, the horrifying depression and evil thoughts that plagued me are fading fast and my future has never looked brighter. A few months ago I wanted them to lock me up and throw away the key, or even better just die.

Please keep your chin up, there is hope ... I promise you will make it through, heck, if I could, anyone can.

Take care and God bless <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />