Hang in there Tracy, I agree with both lizbet and the anonymous poster as well. I think as lizbet said, you are simply at a very vulnerable point in your life right now due to the illness caused by the mercury poisoning. I think that the best thing you can do right now is to ignore the naysayers, and continue to focus on your healing instead.

I'm sorry to hear that your closest sister treated you that way. It's always very painful when the ones you love the most are not there for you in your greatest times of need--and it's even worse when they turn on you. The ironic thing is, she probably thought she was doing the right thing--but that is because she does not understand the ramifications of this disease, and what it really does to people. Hopefully she will come to understand what mercury poisoning is all about someday, and will maybe even apologize for the terrible hurt and emotional pain that she has caused you over this.

Tracy, I have read many of your posts, and you are definitely NOT someone that I would consider mentally ill or insane. You are a very rational and logical person that is just going through an extremely difficult time in life right now. Don't give up, and don't let the negative things that others say drag you down.

A big hug from across the pond. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />

Jason