well my good streak ended and people are being weird to me again, but I do have something to take out ot this. Last week I become physically sick for no apparent reason and had to call in sick to work. This has not happened to me in years, and I never get sick, get the flu or anything like that! My symptoms were that I felt a bit fluey with weak and really sore mucles, and had hot and cold flushes. I had to lie in bed all day as every time I got up I felt very ill. However while I was sick and the few days leading up to when I was sick my mental state was great, I was feeling normal again and my outlook was way more positive. Also I looked great, my skin/face/hair looked vibrant and healthy and happy. Also this whole problem of people being weird to me was basically non-existant during this time, my family, people at work and people in the public were generally treating me better than ever! Some girls at work for flirting with me for instance, and I wasn't really doing anything different, I felt the same level of anxiety as I usually do and everything else was the same. This all ended when I recovered from being sick though a few days later...

I was also thinking about it and realised that in my past this same thing has always happened. I always look my best when I am sick and people treat me so much better during this time. I think this is a major clue for me, and maybe my immune system has a large role in all this.. Also when I started taking b vitamins I felt and looked better and people started treating me better instantly after this, but a few days after starting the b vitamins I got the mysterious sickness. So since b vitamins raise histamine, mayb I do have low histamine after all? Hmmm...