hey Joe, well let me say over the past week or so I have had a major breakthrough, I'm talking major. This is the best I have felt ever I think! Don't want to jinx it but people are actually talking to me again and being nice to me.. loll, sounds weird huh but after a year long run of people ignoring me and being rude to me this is a vey exciting for me. Its as you say though in your last post, I still feel the same amount of anxiety or insecurity socially as I did before, but now its like people look at me normally and talk to me normally anyway, quite amazing.

I'm not quite sure what I owe this to though. But I expect that it could be one of these things; I have practising meditation twice a day for the last two weeks which I think has really helped, which I know sounds like a quack but its true. But to be honest I think its the supplements I have been taking: zinc, which has really helped me in so many ways, but more specifically DMAE and b vitamins. After starting these two I have felt and looked the best I have in ages, and this is what has really got people reacting to me normal again.

As you were saying the DMAE is good for concentration but for me it has dones so much more, I am more positive, more motivated, my thinking patterns have become more normal, I do not have nearly as many anxious thoughts, and focus more on what I am going to do next. Also I think I must have been severely deficient in b vitamins as I pretty much responded to them straight away. I had tried them before but they always made me feel fluey and sick. They didn't this time though...

I just hope this lasts! Keep you posted...