Hi Joey, it's very hard to suggest or comment about this. As there does not seem to be any one real solution or cause to this. It could be anything and it could be toxin related, or it could be a general way your face can sometimes go, or a combination.

It seems very sad though that people react ot you that way, especially your own family.

It's beyond me what is causing it. and it seems , regardless of how you feel, good or bad, it can happen no matter what.

You cannot control this and it's not your fault at at all. If I knew the answers, I would give them in an instant, but I will say some prayers about this because I can tell it's causing you a lot of inner pain.

In the meantime, I hope you can find some health practioner, who might shine some light on this and maybe they'veheard of it before. You could have some condition that you are not aware of that does actually cause an affect on the facial features, or a type of paralysis look about them, something you not aware of, but those around you can see and are perceiving you in a manner that is undeserving to how you really are and feel inside.

You've cleared your skin up, that's gone. You've improved a lot inside, though you have your moments of feeling bad again, mainly you seem more like you're having some far better feelings inside. What is left? Well, whatever may still be left behidn as a residue symptom of what you may have had your whole life. Could still be mercury, but you may notice NO symptoms because it could be in areas that are affecting facial nerves. Hard to say, it oculd be a natural way your face tends to fall and gives an expression that is not really "you".

Certainly, you have a cross to bear with this and I don't mean that to sound "glib" or "holier than thou", but many people now are sufferings a lot and often from thigns they are strugglign to find solutions to and can't understand why it continues to haunt them. Not saying this is what it is, but I hope that you will not completely rely on human solutions to this and wind up distressed and desperate if they fail to eventuate and feel even more isolated and desperate.

It's not fair what you're going through, wish it woudl go, but at leastyou are trying to do something about it. But if you can't? then you can't. And if people are going to be hard on you over this, then you have a duty to be your own best friend, because at least YOU know this is not really you and I don't know what more you can do.

You have done so much to try and heal yourself and made such efforts. Your diet, detoxing, chelating etc. And I know you only want to be able to be out there and enjoy your youth like you have a right to, but this is obviously massively interferrng with your life and self confidence to an extreme, becuase we tend to perceive ourselves how others around us treat us, which is normal.

But I can tell you now, you are not perceived badly on this forum and though I know we cannot see your facial expressions, i would hope that I and others here would not allow them (if they were doing their thing) to put us off.

I know I've not been of any help here, but keep going and keep trying, but don't let this drive you aroudn the bend or push you over the edge. You owe it to yourself to be understanding to yourself, others haven't been! If I find out anything about this, I will let you know.

otherwise I will say a prayer and even if you don't believe, that's ok, but I hope you don't mind if I do.