hey guys, thanks for your input much appreciated!

Well I must say I feel fantastic today! Energy way up, overall much more positive and not really thinking about anything like I posted above. And you know what I owe it to? Well I'm not sure whether it takes all the credit but I started taking a few things a couple of days ago. In particular olive leaf extract liquid, dam! let me tell you this stuff is great. Feel so much more positive energy. Mayb my problems are more candida/parasite/bacteria related than I think. My complexion is better today too which I can relate to the olive leaf also. I think it also does wonders for the immune system. Bowels also working better too, all in only 3 days!

I also started some powder probiotics which are great, and a liquid herbal liver tonic, which is also real good. I think I respond so much better to liquid as opposed to capsule. Also started apple cider vinegar again which is helping also. I think I'm just gonna stick to everything liquid as I think my digestive system likes it more..

I think my problem mayb was that I was too negetive, which was evident to all through my facial expression and gestures, and so on. Still very strange tho, Im not saying I'm cured either and will monitor how things are going. But hopefully this will be the best social weekend I've had for ages!