Hi Joey, you're not alone in this weird stuff. This is happening to quite a few people and I'm hearing this from others too.

I don't really have any explanation for this to be honest. I don't know if some people are being tested and put through things like this for a reason, I have no idea. But perhaps it is part of the mercury syndrome. maybe it does stuff to us that we don't perceive from teh inside that others pick up on and maybe they react without knowing why they feel that way.

And if you do feel you're going crazy (which you're not) just so long as you don't feel you're going crazy by yourself, because you'd have others nodding in agreement.
It is very hard and a lot of people are fickle, self centered and erratic and those who are more sensitive and care more about what others think, tend to really cop it and feel isolated because of this behaviour.

I can only tell you to keep concentrated on your path of health, don't get side tracked by the inconsistant behaviour of other people, because believe me it won't be the last time it happens and that's how it is for many people who aren't any worse than anbyody else or any less likeable. It does feel like a curse yes, but I think it does test our characters severely and can cause either a feeling of despair and confusion, or forces one to look outside of the things in this world, perhaps to the spiritual (if you're a believer).
Don't allow others to dictate to you how you feel about yourself by their inconsistant reactions, because trust me, this happens much more than you realise. and right when you just start to feel good, people seem to like you, you let your guard down again feeling ok about yourself and life, wham it happens again.

I don't know what to tell you. It's weird, but you're not going crazy! The problem is, you are sane. That's probably why you feel you're going crazy! People are idiots man, I'm telling you. (many are wonderful though, so I shouldn't be judgemental, but I do echo yu're frustration and hurt in that area) and can only tell you that you migh feel alone, but you're not.

It's good that you feel you can open up on here and say that, because I know it's happening to others too (me included), so it really helps to hear it.

p.s. mercury is part of this too, does some very upsetting things to how you perceive things, or how others tend to respond to you (without often knowing why themselves). But I would not lose focus and become despaired, just keep going regardless of this and get on here for any support. People on here keep me going, as do my parents. I hope you can feel the same.

Don't lose hope.