I feel the same as you guys. Life is a nightmare really, so I stay indoors and simply sit out eachday online or lying down. I have only my parents and a few of my relatives, but even then, relatives are nice on the surface, but they have judged me severely behind my back and you can tell they have an attitude, even though they're being polite.

My friends? I dont' see them. They have their own lives and sometimes if they do chat, sometimes they'll pop in a comment that gets to me like "oh well, we all get on and get on with life and work for a living" and they know I don't work, so it's a classic dig.

I'm used to it, but it doesn't make it any better or easier half the time.