Hi bex, i feel exactly the same, i just dont know where to turn, i feel that im not going to make it and i feel so sad about that as before i got ill i loved life so much and wanted to live til i was 100.
Mercury messed up my thyroid when i was a teenager and i had it removed and not one doctor told me that i should avoid certain things and that there was an alternative to T4 Levothyroxin, and as a result i havnt worked in 15 yrs and am in deep debt and illness. Doctors, dentists all scare me now, even holistic ones. my first dentist was holistic but they still did root canals and took out my teeth without cleaning it properly and they also use dental materials with aluminium and flouride in. The only thing holistic about my dentist is that he had some kind of degree in Yoga.
all the dentists and docs i have seen with my probs over the yrs have different opinions on everything. I may have to go on disability benefit if i cant get better.