ofcourse you will! All of us on this forum have been through extreme times of mental and physical pain. I went through extreme periods where I felt suicidal all the time and to top it all off I was in a deep deep brain fog. This fog made me constantly dizzy, cloudy, very very spacey, my vision was blurry and I felt so detached from the world I could not function at all really. This lasted for about a year! I dunno how I got through it but I did and I'm glad I did! Just like you will too.

Take some good magnesium it helps so much for the depression, especially suicidal depression. Do NOT take magnesium amino acid chelate. Take glycinate, taurate, orotate or citrate.