I too am unable to work at this present time,i am hoping to get better,as i am only off work temporary,i am due back the end of december.
This is my second time having to take leave of absence from work in 4yrs,the first time i miraculously just got better,but this time i fnally vowed to find the root of the problem,and am in the process of correcting it.
My anxiety/fear,depression,lack of energy,lethargy,agraphobia,vision,and balance disturbances,and innabiity to focus,or concentrate,led me to taking leave of absence.
I am 29 yrs old i have i child 8yrs old,engaged and i own my own home so i was not always excluded from normal living/social situations.
I have become very anti-social,not being able to socialize in crowded events with alot of people,bu at imes i fight it and just do it.
I was actually in a wedding 2 weeks ago <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />,it started out rough,me not being able to stay in a single place for lengthy periods of time,but as the night went on i got comfortable,and overcame without anyone having to call 911 lol.
So i know there's hope,but i shouldn't have to hide fear/terror to do something that should be routine.
My naturapath doc explined to me that it's just simply because your brain is basically poisoned so your emotion and well being will be always effected untid you get the poison out.
So i know i will have to just make adjustments until the problem can be rectified(hopefully)