Very well put,if you need antidepressants to get by,it's your choice to use them and i am not arguing that,but always seek to find the root of the problem.
If not it will be like being inside a revolving door without an exit,you'll never get out,and will always end up in the same position.
Have faith everyone,and understand that everything happens for a specific reason.
I know because this situation has humbled me quite a bit,and i now look at life from an entirely different pespective.