Dear Demi fortunately the youngewst is 12, but its so hard as she remembers me as a very happy ,confident and bubbly person. Like you sometimes I can't be bothered to do anything and sometimes when I want to ,I just feel too ill, those days I have to force myself to do the least little thing, but just want to be asleep. Unfortunately insommnia is a big problem for me. Have you had any amalgams removed? or any chelation? I have my initial appointment on Monday. My biggest fear is that it won't make any difference and I don't want to continue living like this.