He hit the nail right on the had,i'm basically a yes man right now,but i feel sorry for a lot of people if i ever get my self control back.
I am out of work on disability for six months,i am due back in december,anxiety,fear,weakness,was too much,and with the job i do i would not last very long feeling the way i do in my work environment.(not beng fired,but svere injury/death).
i am on my second quadrant of removal,i should be done by october sometime (hopefully).