Tgoss, thanks a lot for your post. Really it means a lot to hear that. it's a pleasure to ever be able to pass on anything I can, because otherwise I"d probably sit and rot and be in even worse shape seriously.

Like you, I have a belief also in God. And no you didn't bore me at all. Thank you for saying what you said, it's amazing you have that faith yourself and pass it onto others in need!

Sad thing is, I had my amalgams out TEN YEARS AGO!!!! And i've already gone through the entire thing of detoxing from mercury and finally improving and I was happier and healthier and then about....3 years ago, something happened. I had finally started to improve after years of hellish detox (and i mean hell) and I got an odd bacteria infection, which started with a severe eye infection (from an infected mascara) if you can believe that. The infection spread from the eyes, into the brain and into the rest of the body. I've been damaged by it ever since,

From that point on? life became a nightmare for me. And I've had dental treatments since that have worsened me ten fold with no real definite explanation. Also, any visit to a dental office, I become intoxicated with mercury vapor and I belive obviously teh bacteria infection I got, may well have damaged the blood brain barrier and allowed toxic substances to more easily go right into the brain.

I know it sounds extreme, but my reactions now to any toxic substances are dramatic, immediate and are severe mental symptoms. This is why dental office visits are dangerous to me because of the vapor. Never used to be a problem, only since the bacteria infection has this been an issue. SO I can only assume the bacteria may have damaged that protection area between body and brain.

So you can see my dilemma. ON one hand, I may have jawbne infections from cavitations, may have toxic dental replacement materials, yet the dental office itself is a great danger to me!

<img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />so yes, so far I"m doing darned well with doing all the right things. Bacteira infection, jawbone infection, and toxic dental materials and further mercury vapor exposure <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

It's not funny, but sometimes I just shake my head and start laughing. I'm a walking mess.

lol, if I came to Africa, you'd probably pay for my return trip happily!!!