HI there, don't ever feel embarrassed, you would not believe some of the symptoms we experience. some of them are insane and distressing and can cause people to end their lives.

Alot of mental disorders can be traced to mercury because of it's "mad hatter" effect. I would definitely begin to embark on a programme to get rid of the mercury in you.

Also, make sure you're on a healthy diet with NO sugar (and I mean NONE). The impact of sugar on a mercury toxic person can be even further devastating because it lowers the immune system, plus feeds candida (which is bad yeast in the body that gets out of control with mercury). Also try to exclude gluten grains out of your diet (wheat, rye, barley, oats etc) and yeast also (no bread or anything with yeast).

Sometimes doing this can help a person whilst they get rid of the mercury. Candida on it's own can cause a lot of awful symptoms, including mental ones. It also enables mercury to do more damage.

I do not know if you are a religious person and I know this is a health forum not a religious forum, but some of what you are seeing in your mind does alert me ..... and 'could" have a spiritual element too. Hope you're not offended, but this is another suggestion too. If you are concerned about it, you could seek out help in this particular area (priest or pastor).

Just some suggestions for you. But you can certainly get the physical side started, but if you are a believer, take onboard a possible spiritual component. I would never normally say this, but felt I ought to bring it up.

Try and hang in there. I get mental symptoms that cause me to analyse everything to the point I will start to panic and if someone is talking to me, my mind will start dissecting what they are saying to where I will become fearful and unable to concentrate on what they are talking about, and then I do it to myself when I go to talk and I am unable to chat naturally or easily.

So mercury can do anything and everything, when it wants, how it wants. But candida can also and they are usually both at work together!