People keep asking me well how do you feel most of the time I can only describe to them it just feels you know like when your coming down with something say for instance the flu you just dont feel good had terrible night hardly slept went to my daughters this morning cos havnt seen her or my beautiful grandaughter for ages and I sat there and I thought god I feel so bad but pretended and endured as long as I could makes me feel so sad want to do so many things in my head but my crappy old body always lets me down and I know it sounds awful but I so envy people their health never took mine for granted but my god how I want it back would anyone else describe their illness in this way where you just dont feel well all the time yes you have symptoms but just like your getting something you cant describe and even when you feel crap its not like you can go to bed for an hour and get up and feel better just the same