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My brain feels like it's shutting down. I have never felt this sick, crazy or screwed up in the 18 or so years that this crap has been in my mouth. I am finally losing it, totally. It is so scary. It started getting really bad on Friday, and is still the same or getting worse. It is the most intense "brain fog", that I've ever had. I feel like my brain is not even in my body, it is floating around somewhere. I have been telling my husband all weekend, that I feel like I am constantly drunk, or I have a big hangover. I am no longer me. I also talked to him about how sad it is, that people all over the world can feel like I do right now, and they are either getting doped up with drugs from their GP, or they are put in an institution. I am not exaggerating one bit, I am writing this in a total daze, with tunnel vision. My head is pounding, and I just feel like my body or brain has finally reached the point where it can't take anymore poison. The only thing I am grateful for, is that I *know* what is doing this to me. If I hadn't ever found out it was mercury, and I started feeling like this, I truly would probably be in an institution. I started making a web site the other day, and when the daze calms down a bit (it does get a little better and worse as the day progresses, but is always bad now), I am going to work on it some more. Even if I can reach one more person and save them from the way I feel right now, it will be worth it. I plan on helping as many as I can when I get well.
On a brighter note, I have an appointment for Monday the 20th with the dentist I found that is 2 hours away from me. The assistant called me yesterday, and in my toxic stupor, I actually understood what she was saying and it was so nice to actually "talk" to another human being that understands. I had e-mailed them on Monday about my condition, and she was very understanding, and said that I sound "Very Toxic" right now, and they want to see me right away. I am going to get a full consultation, with x-rays and they said they are very workable as far as making a treatment plan/payment arrangements. (Jigsaw health won't be doing anymore funding until Jan 1, and I'm still going to be having some amalgams to be removed come Jan, so I am hoping I get accepted for it in the next round of recipients). They do in fact want to try and remove some of the amalgam, when I come, so we will see what happens. I am so excited and so scared, and I wish I could've got this all squared away a few weeks ago, when my mind wasn't like it is right now. Just pray for me you guys, I am really scared and I don't know why, I guess because I am finally losing control of myself. Since my brain has been doing this the last few days, I have cried a lot, and also flew into crazy fits of rage that are totally unlike me. When I finally calm down, I can't believe it's ME doing these things. I have never enjoyed feeling out of control. It like being really really drunk, and not being able to ever get sober. I am really scaring myself.
I will try and keep posting about what is going on with me, and maybe Russ will let me post my story on here, because I have a LONG way to go, and I have hit rock bottom right now.
"Some things have to be believed to be seen." - Ralph Hodgson
~Autism is what we call Mercury Toxicity in our young, Alzheimer's is what we call it in our old.~ myspace.com/mercurypoison
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Hang in there Mommy....there are better days ahead...what do you think is causing this sudden onslaught of toxicity? Are you sticking to the diet...that is so crucial to prevent mercury from methylating even more. Maybe try to limit your time on the computer too..the EMF emitted from the screen may make you feel much worse also. I too find that helping others on forums makes me feel better....almost like I am getting even with the dentists for what they have done to me...at least a little bit, anyway. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/crazy.gif" alt="" /> Hope this helps, have you tried n'acetylcysteine or milk thistle or some mineral supplements, like selenium, zinc or manganese..that could help too. And no coffee or chocolate or sugar, that is a nono especially with amalgams still in. Hope this helps, and feel better soon. Sandi xoxo
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Hi Mommy,
I totally agree with Sandi. Make sure that you are sticking to the diet as much as possible. It does make a huge difference. Hope you are feeling a little more 'normal' soon. From my experience with brain fog I know that it comes and goes. So just hang on and it will diminish somewhat. Take care
Rachie
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I am trying to stick to the diet, there is probably still room for improvement. I haven't been on the computer too much since this all started, but I really don't know where the sudden onslaught came from. I haven't done anything different, unless it's something in my mouth changing, such as a filling or tooth breaking further apart, maybe. I have 2 that are cracking apart, and notice my symptoms increase when those 2 teeth and amalgams break apart more. I will have to look in my mouth and see if there is anything different. I have to go to a herbal store tomorrow, well I guess it's a ND's office also, to get the supplements that will boost my immune system before removal. Maybe these will help me feel a bit better, as well. I look forward to checking this place out, I have never been there before.
"Some things have to be believed to be seen." - Ralph Hodgson
~Autism is what we call Mercury Toxicity in our young, Alzheimer's is what we call it in our old.~ myspace.com/mercurypoison
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I had my amlgams out nearly 8mths ago and i get ups and downs and the real downs are when my candida has flared up, ie, brain fog, lethargy, feeling drunk, unfunctional, depressed, i can only put it down to candida as im doing everything right, except eating too many gluten free grains.
It takes alot to keep the candida under control, sometimes even one mistake can produce horrible results.
Its wise before any amalgam removal that you are strict, 100% on the diet, otherwise you can end up worse after removal. Hope this helps a bit.
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Hang in there M and of course I will let you post your story here and I will even put it in a lot of different locations.
As I've said before, I will also be happy to host websites for free for anyone who wants to dedicate their website to any of the issues on any of the forums I have ranging from mercury to chemtrails to the JFK assassination.
Anyway, hang in there and know that many others have come before you feeling the same way and have recovered. You can too. It's just a matter of time and effort.
Keep us posted.
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My brain feels like it's shutting down. I have never felt this sick, crazy or screwed up in the 18 or so years that this crap has been in my mouth. I am finally losing it, totally. It is so scary. It started getting really bad on Friday, and is still the same or getting worse. It is the most intense "brain fog", that I've ever had. I feel like my brain is not even in my body, it is floating around somewhere. I have been telling my husband all weekend, that I feel like I am constantly drunk, or I have a big hangover. I am no longer me. I also talked to him about how sad it is, that people all over the world can feel like I do right now, and they are either getting doped up with drugs from their GP, or they are put in an institution. I am not exaggerating one bit, I am writing this in a total daze, with tunnel vision. My head is pounding, and I just feel like my body or brain has finally reached the point where it can't take anymore poison. The only thing I am grateful for, is that I *know* what is doing this to me. If I hadn't ever found out it was mercury, and I started feeling like this, I truly would probably be in an institution. I started making a web site the other day, and when the daze calms down a bit (it does get a little better and worse as the day progresses, but is always bad now), I am going to work on it some more. Even if I can reach one more person and save them from the way I feel right now, it will be worth it. I plan on helping as many as I can when I get well.
On a brighter note, I have an appointment for Monday the 20th with the dentist I found that is 2 hours away from me. The assistant called me yesterday, and in my toxic stupor, I actually understood what she was saying and it was so nice to actually "talk" to another human being that understands. I had e-mailed them on Monday about my condition, and she was very understanding, and said that I sound "Very Toxic" right now, and they want to see me right away. I am going to get a full consultation, with x-rays and they said they are very workable as far as making a treatment plan/payment arrangements. (Jigsaw health won't be doing anymore funding until Jan 1, and I'm still going to be having some amalgams to be removed come Jan, so I am hoping I get accepted for it in the next round of recipients). They do in fact want to try and remove some of the amalgam, when I come, so we will see what happens. I am so excited and so scared, and I wish I could've got this all squared away a few weeks ago, when my mind wasn't like it is right now. Just pray for me you guys, I am really scared and I don't know why, I guess because I am finally losing control of myself. Since my brain has been doing this the last few days, I have cried a lot, and also flew into crazy fits of rage that are totally unlike me. When I finally calm down, I can't believe it's ME doing these things. I have never enjoyed feeling out of control. It like being really really drunk, and not being able to ever get sober. I am really scaring myself.
I will try and keep posting about what is going on with me, and maybe Russ will let me post my story on here, because I have a LONG way to go, and I have hit rock bottom right now. Let us know how it goes with the dentist! Good luck!
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